[::..i can't stand it no more ..::]
[::..i can't stand it no more ..::]
why is he always liddat whenever i hafta rush for my projs or exams? it's damn frustrating, i believe it's a zillion times worse for my mum. i've experienced these since primary 5 or 6.. n there seems to be no stop to it. in fact, things got worse. the many restless nights i've to endure thru when he starts it all over again. i'm worried that my mum could not handle it herself and i used to make it a point to be around 24/7 to help her. now.. i have no mood to chup one leg anymore, just let it be. i've had enough.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 11:42 PM
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[::..super duper shag ..::]
[::..super duper shag ..::]
Met up with peiqi in town and shopped for liting's present, bought her kenzo's perfume. had our lunch at crystal jade. ooooh.. the xiao long bao was damn shiok.. hahaa. Shopped around for awhile and checked out the rates for perming and dyeing of hair in REDS. it costs about 300bucks for my length.. ahhh i've never spent so much on my hair!! arghh gotta save up! qi left early, and guess what. ting and i resorted to eating again to satisfy our sianism. this time round, it was phin's steakhouse. one thing led to another.. and ktv was next. wahhh tt receptionist was damn nice, she gave us a medium sized room for 6pax or more. i ended up jumping around on the seats and became damn crazy.. held my own mini concert and performed like nobody's biz. hahaa.. so funnn! but now here i am.. wanting to start on my bd project.. yes.. i WANT to.. arghhhzzz can somebody save meeeeeee!!!!
Saturday
I woke up late today!! was supposed to meet the guys at the station's platform at 7am, but it was already around 8am when i sprang awake. was so damn shock when i saw daylight and continued lying on my bed, feeling so damn frustrated tt i didn't hear the stupid alarm. it was until joyce called me tt i rushed over to meet them. was late and quite paiseh when i walked in.. but luckily my seat was beside marcus, who was abit suay to sit beside mr flyaway. the seminar was alright initially, but my stomach started growling very loudly and it got kinda boring, so some of us went out for breakfast while some cheena speaking person was presenting. pooled and arcaded before our dinner. and thruout the whole episode, we were gossipping la, as usual, abt the botox-man whom pple loves to associate with me. eeyer i can juz die lor. do a triple somersault down from 8th storey and land head-first. but it was super funny leh. hahahaa
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:40 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
[::..broke. ..::]
[::..broke. ..::]
Wah.. my whole body's aching.. from my arms to pi gu to legs. muz be the after-effect of yday's badminton and work. BD lesson was boring, and we left earlier since my tutor allow the students to study. BIAS!!! dbf students didn't have such privilege for our CF test last mon leh. hahaa
Went to JEC's kbox with ai ai after lessons.. if we'd known earlier tt there's no bd lesson, we wld hv gone for rajiv's yoga therapy lesson. nv bring anything to change. so gek sim.. paid but so many more lessons to go! Ktv was fun.. we were siao-ing inside the room singing duets. ahahaa and needless to say.. my ai ai is the one who always sings the guys' part. with her almighty adams apple. haha. some of my classmates are kinda enthu for ktv sessions too. yay!! there'll be more ktv sessions in time to come.
I wanna ice-skate too!!! i've been itching to go but nobody to accompany me. ice-skating brings back memories of my sec sch life. hahaa.. so fun! so many things tt i wanna do......... but i've not no money now!! moral of the story. SAVE. so sad now tt i've spent my money on alot of useless stuff.. haiz.. sad case.
oh n no more bitching for me. today kena caught in action by ostrich. hahaha damn funny. ahahaha
Wednesday
Lost $2.90 during TA trading.. hahaha stubborn me. though bc kinda hinted to me and layleng to change our positions.. but i still believed in women's instinct. now i know.. it cannot be trusted! top trader from the bottom. hahaa
Went to work.. ARGHHZZ so many customers. rooms full. 19 pple in the tatami rooms. some customers super kiam pa. sit so near to one another or block the way. how to serve?! buey zi dong. and i kneeled like siao for so many times while serving or clearing tt my legs nearly gave way. so tiring! maybe i've been missing work for too long and super not used to it now. but overall, work was quite smooth. nothing bad or unexpected cropped up. sales even hit the quota, think it was 11226 bucks at the end of the day. supposedly we are all entitled to one free drink each, but gao xiao jie didn't allow us to take our free drink. no staff welfare.. no nothing!! so kiam can those japanese. she scared they finish up the beer. ok.. whatever.
Tuesday
Had my FIA test today.. woooooo dunno how well i'll fare. hope it'll be much better than CA1. t scored terribly for CA1.. for all modules. not sad coz i didn't put in effort and didn't really study for them. dunno why i was so down then. but not anymore!! mood swings are over!!! all ready to chiong for my projsssss!!
Went to JEC's kbox with ai ai after lessons.. if we'd known earlier tt there's no bd lesson, we wld hv gone for rajiv's yoga therapy lesson. nv bring anything to change. so gek sim.. paid but so many more lessons to go! Ktv was fun.. we were siao-ing inside the room singing duets. ahahaa and needless to say.. my ai ai is the one who always sings the guys' part. with her almighty adams apple. haha. some of my classmates are kinda enthu for ktv sessions too. yay!! there'll be more ktv sessions in time to come.
I wanna ice-skate too!!! i've been itching to go but nobody to accompany me. ice-skating brings back memories of my sec sch life. hahaa.. so fun! so many things tt i wanna do......... but i've not no money now!! moral of the story. SAVE. so sad now tt i've spent my money on alot of useless stuff.. haiz.. sad case.
oh n no more bitching for me. today kena caught in action by ostrich. hahaha damn funny. ahahaha
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Wednesday
Lost $2.90 during TA trading.. hahaha stubborn me. though bc kinda hinted to me and layleng to change our positions.. but i still believed in women's instinct. now i know.. it cannot be trusted! top trader from the bottom. hahaa
Went to work.. ARGHHZZ so many customers. rooms full. 19 pple in the tatami rooms. some customers super kiam pa. sit so near to one another or block the way. how to serve?! buey zi dong. and i kneeled like siao for so many times while serving or clearing tt my legs nearly gave way. so tiring! maybe i've been missing work for too long and super not used to it now. but overall, work was quite smooth. nothing bad or unexpected cropped up. sales even hit the quota, think it was 11226 bucks at the end of the day. supposedly we are all entitled to one free drink each, but gao xiao jie didn't allow us to take our free drink. no staff welfare.. no nothing!! so kiam can those japanese. she scared they finish up the beer. ok.. whatever.
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Tuesday
Had my FIA test today.. woooooo dunno how well i'll fare. hope it'll be much better than CA1. t scored terribly for CA1.. for all modules. not sad coz i didn't put in effort and didn't really study for them. dunno why i was so down then. but not anymore!! mood swings are over!!! all ready to chiong for my projsssss!!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 11:00 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
[::..ANGRY ..::]
[::..ANGRY ..::]
I WANNA CHANGE MY HP NUMBER!!!!
farking bastard. i was about to sleep when he called me with a pte number at 2am and made ghostly noises. called me a 2nd time and warned me to be careful when i sleep. i'm not scared. I'M PISSED!!!!! who the hell is so bo liao as to do tt. i'm not obliged to entertain u, sirs. please get a life and fark off far away. imbecile fools. have they got a fetish to disturb girls like tt? I bet they have their asses up at where their brains were supposed to be. bloody idiotic can. I'VE GOT NUTTING TO SAY.
farking bastard. i was about to sleep when he called me with a pte number at 2am and made ghostly noises. called me a 2nd time and warned me to be careful when i sleep. i'm not scared. I'M PISSED!!!!! who the hell is so bo liao as to do tt. i'm not obliged to entertain u, sirs. please get a life and fark off far away. imbecile fools. have they got a fetish to disturb girls like tt? I bet they have their asses up at where their brains were supposed to be. bloody idiotic can. I'VE GOT NUTTING TO SAY.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:02 AM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
[::..Bastardized Jerks ..::]
[::..Bastardized Jerks ..::]
Sometimes i really wonder.. why do pple get themselves committed in relationships, yet spoil it all in the end. It's happening everyday.. to people around me.. to pple whom i've known so well. I've heard enough of breakups among my frenz, and cases of betrayal hit me the most. Here's one classic.
Close fren A was two-timed by her bf, who started an affair with Close fren B and I came to know about it eventually. tt bastard got frantic and was so afraid tt his plan may backfire or something, and started hurling untrue statements to break the trust between me and fren A. after their breakup, fren A sounded me out as tt bastard misled her to think tt we've some hanky-panky going on behind her back by having some small secrets of our own. wtf. i have never ever spoken to him on the phone nor met up with him, TELL HIM WHAT SHIT? i have nothing to say except tt u've been kept in the dark tt ur bloody assholitic ex-bf two-timed u. she had always thought tt fren B and bastard got together only after their breakup, and i guess he was pretty afraid tt i would spill the beans. but i kept mum about it till this day since it's all over. we've realized tt i was too much of a threat to him tt he had to stoop so low (FYI, he boasted about how he often causes sisters/best frenz to become love rivals overnight). too bad our frenship is not so easily tattered. assholitic jerk!
However, i couldn't say the same thing for fren B. Our 4 years of frenship proved to be inferior as compared to the sweet-nothings the bastard has provided for 5 months. Even after realizing tt the bastard had three-timed (or maybe even more) them by being together with another steady gf who has all his private details and kinda ready to marry him, she still couldn't make up her mind about who to believe when all the shitty evidence and dang shi ren were present. Yea just becoz tt asshole said "how can u not trust me? they're bullshitting blah blah blah..". Wah damn pissed and disappointed. Though a major part of the blame shld be on the guy, but it takes 2 hands to clap. i simply cannot understand why pple can do tt to their close frenz. She tried contacting me again, but i didn't reply. it's useless to get myself all worked up and worried for this so-called fren.
Can guys ever be trusted? I reli wonder.
Went to eat my "zhen dan" at lucky plaza with sherlyn and adeline.. damn nice!! i miss it sooooo much!!! the workers and boss of tt shop are my best frenz now.. ahahaha. Watched "the maid ". it wasn't very nice.. but some effects did scare us. line and i were hiding behind our bags throughout the show.. hahaa.. abit dumb.. there was one part when some girls screamed like mad.. i guess lyn screamed too and stomped her feet while laughing at herself, as the whole theatre erupted into laughter. hahaa. but some audiences behind were total spoilers. shrieked like hyenas for no absolute reason. slap them sia. aiyah kids. even the guys were mimicking the girls and created a woohaa behind. it was so not-funny.
Close fren A was two-timed by her bf, who started an affair with Close fren B and I came to know about it eventually. tt bastard got frantic and was so afraid tt his plan may backfire or something, and started hurling untrue statements to break the trust between me and fren A. after their breakup, fren A sounded me out as tt bastard misled her to think tt we've some hanky-panky going on behind her back by having some small secrets of our own. wtf. i have never ever spoken to him on the phone nor met up with him, TELL HIM WHAT SHIT? i have nothing to say except tt u've been kept in the dark tt ur bloody assholitic ex-bf two-timed u. she had always thought tt fren B and bastard got together only after their breakup, and i guess he was pretty afraid tt i would spill the beans. but i kept mum about it till this day since it's all over. we've realized tt i was too much of a threat to him tt he had to stoop so low (FYI, he boasted about how he often causes sisters/best frenz to become love rivals overnight). too bad our frenship is not so easily tattered. assholitic jerk!
However, i couldn't say the same thing for fren B. Our 4 years of frenship proved to be inferior as compared to the sweet-nothings the bastard has provided for 5 months. Even after realizing tt the bastard had three-timed (or maybe even more) them by being together with another steady gf who has all his private details and kinda ready to marry him, she still couldn't make up her mind about who to believe when all the shitty evidence and dang shi ren were present. Yea just becoz tt asshole said "how can u not trust me? they're bullshitting blah blah blah..". Wah damn pissed and disappointed. Though a major part of the blame shld be on the guy, but it takes 2 hands to clap. i simply cannot understand why pple can do tt to their close frenz. She tried contacting me again, but i didn't reply. it's useless to get myself all worked up and worried for this so-called fren.
Can guys ever be trusted? I reli wonder.
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Went to eat my "zhen dan" at lucky plaza with sherlyn and adeline.. damn nice!! i miss it sooooo much!!! the workers and boss of tt shop are my best frenz now.. ahahaha. Watched "the maid ". it wasn't very nice.. but some effects did scare us. line and i were hiding behind our bags throughout the show.. hahaa.. abit dumb.. there was one part when some girls screamed like mad.. i guess lyn screamed too and stomped her feet while laughing at herself, as the whole theatre erupted into laughter. hahaa. but some audiences behind were total spoilers. shrieked like hyenas for no absolute reason. slap them sia. aiyah kids. even the guys were mimicking the girls and created a woohaa behind. it was so not-funny.
Shopping's next~ i bought nothing.. line bought a mng top at 35bucks, which she pondered for quite some time before purchasing it. lyn got herself a pair of new contact lens, as hers was too uncomfortable to bear. we were whining about how pathetic we were.. on not able to buy things we want.. but my current motto is: see no evil.. touch no evil. gotta control my expenses.. yes i can do it!!
But something spoiled my mood further. some guys out there got hold of my number and started calling or sms-ing me. hmm i've no idea how they actually know my name as well.. and i'm quite pissed when they insisted tt i've given them my number through the Internet, and one with a "My dear" behind the msg. WTF. dunno which idiot saboh me. i have never given my new number to anyhow since i've changed it, except to my frenz. sorry i don't want to meet up. neither am i free to go for supper in the middle of the night at 12+ or 3+. and i'm certainly not very pleased to receive msgs like "Hi!" at 4.30am in the morning. i feel so sick of seeing such messages. just shuddup and siam far away.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 11:23 PM
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[::..b.o.r.i.n.g ..::]
[::..b.o.r.i.n.g ..::]
I'm back~ i've got nothing better to do at the moment.. projects are at the back of my mind now.. i can't be bothered.. all thx to yongseng tt i am ranting here. hahaa
Damn sinful today.. gossiped about best fren number 3. bo bian.. the gossipmongers of my class are juicy for news. hahaaha.. wondering if he heard what we said.. whatever. it has been quite long ever since i've bitched around.. was on full-force when i was serving my ITP. it was all about ms bubble tea then, preferably known as the OSTRICH now. hahaa so mean!!! the days spent with her are the days where my life is highly at risk.. blood vessels could burst any second. my colleagues are still bitching about ms bubble tea after we've left.. hahaa.. women.. oh and i'm damn pissed by a blardy bitch when i was on my way home. she's a teacher from my previous sch and she diao me when she walked past me. irritating bitch. arghz!! suay!!
My relatives were over at my place.. this made me wonder how long have i not been to such family "gatherings". i was busy working to earn the shit out of my GM for his 2.5times pay during CNY and missed out all celebrations. i feel so slack nowadays and i haven been working for the past few weeks. probably only once or even none every week. my manager sms me and wanted me to help out today, but i came up with the usual excuse of having to do my proj. Since they've came up with a rule of having to cancel our scheduled slot a day or 2 before the actual date, they shld inform us of our newly scheduled slots given the similar timeframe too. it could be due to the many incidents of me rushing down to work upon their last-min requests tt they take us for granted to perform such acts. sorry but i'm no longer superwoman.. Realised tt my past 2 years have been wasted on work, work, and work. now i only wanna study and slack and slackkkkkkkk~
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:52 AM
It was much harder for adeline, as the both of them were closer after being in the same class for 1+yrs. As min was a support in ade's life mentally and probably physically.. min was rather worried for ade as she has no company in the class since the 2 of them were always together. i tried my best to be with her whenever possible, especially during lectures and breaks. Luckily, our clsmates can click quite well.. thus our relationship blossomed from frenz to lovers. and now, we're even in the same BD group and yoga class. Seems like she'll be bonded to me till god knows when.. hahaa
Our favourite pastimes are shopping.. slacking.. ktv-ing and most imptly, eating. I reli wonder when can we ever jian fei. As what ade always says.. whenever she sees me.. she just feels like eating. ahahaa yea yea.. our all-time favourites: sticky chewy chocolate, fei cui, fishNco, ken's ramen, lucky plaza's "zhen dan" n bravissimo i/c!!! We are slaves to food.. so u can forget about dieting whenever you're with us!! And ever since ai ai got together with me.. she missed out all the gd pastas and pizzas and even delifrance.. since cheese and creamy/milky stuff are a big No-No for me.. hahaa but she can shun bian jian fei.. so it's a win-win situation. haha. Yeah.. and we can reli spend.. Our expenses often result in deficits in our monthly allowances.. and we even resorted to skipping shopping sessions juz to save money!! i can't even be bothered to update my bankbook.. see no evil.. The 2 of us often go for ktv sessions whenever we feel like it, be it to vent our frustrations or to destress. This is the only time adeline shows how bad is her coordination of her sight and vocals.. hahahaa.. the processing of what she sees to what she sings often fails.. hahaa.. and i'm the only one whom she sings "Wo Ai Xi Zao" (by Mavis Fan) to. How honoured. ahahhaa~
People often wonder why adeline and i are so close.. actually i find our characters to be very similar. One impt point: we reli can gossip. Yea.. i can complain to her like nobody's biz and she will juz listen and huo shang jia you abit.. and vice versa. hahaa tt's US! The both of us reli can slack and nua and often get moodswings. When the both of us get sad coincidently during the same period, we will "ARGHH" n "*@!&@*%!^#$!" to one another.. making ourselves sadder n sadder. But she'll always be there to support me whenever i'm super down.. so far.. line is the one who understands, and maybe even feels the way i do whenever we have our small little chats. haha.. When we're damn sian, we will surely give the stupid look on our faces.. and we'll psycho ourselves to become sian-er.. sadistic!
Remember ai ai.. wo men de li bie.. bu hui shi yong bie. wo men yong bu fen li~~
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[::...: aDeLiNe aka DaTou aka DongLiHuoChe aka AiAi~ :. ..::]
[::...: aDeLiNe aka DaTou aka DongLiHuoChe aka AiAi~ :. ..::]
Dedicated to ai ai~
I remember.. it was in December 2003 when i first get to know of her existence. I've been working for Chikuyotei for about 4 months before an ex-staff, GuanMin (affectionately known as min or min min) joined me as a part-timer. And along came Adeline... She was min's classmate then. To my surprise, i discovered that they are from SP, and from the same course too! I was on better terms with min initially, as the frequency of the both of us working together is relatively high as compared to adeline. Adeline once told me, she was kinda wary of me in the beginning, as our workplace has plenty of politics. She feared that i may be on the "bad" side and harbour some ill intentions. haha but as time goes by, such misunderstandings cleared and things were going pretty ok until min decided to leave for aussie to further her studies. WAH. it was terrible, we cried at the airport like nobody's biz after sending min off, even after boarding the train. so paiseh. haha..
It was much harder for adeline, as the both of them were closer after being in the same class for 1+yrs. As min was a support in ade's life mentally and probably physically.. min was rather worried for ade as she has no company in the class since the 2 of them were always together. i tried my best to be with her whenever possible, especially during lectures and breaks. Luckily, our clsmates can click quite well.. thus our relationship blossomed from frenz to lovers. and now, we're even in the same BD group and yoga class. Seems like she'll be bonded to me till god knows when.. hahaa
Our favourite pastimes are shopping.. slacking.. ktv-ing and most imptly, eating. I reli wonder when can we ever jian fei. As what ade always says.. whenever she sees me.. she just feels like eating. ahahaa yea yea.. our all-time favourites: sticky chewy chocolate, fei cui, fishNco, ken's ramen, lucky plaza's "zhen dan" n bravissimo i/c!!! We are slaves to food.. so u can forget about dieting whenever you're with us!! And ever since ai ai got together with me.. she missed out all the gd pastas and pizzas and even delifrance.. since cheese and creamy/milky stuff are a big No-No for me.. hahaa but she can shun bian jian fei.. so it's a win-win situation. haha. Yeah.. and we can reli spend.. Our expenses often result in deficits in our monthly allowances.. and we even resorted to skipping shopping sessions juz to save money!! i can't even be bothered to update my bankbook.. see no evil.. The 2 of us often go for ktv sessions whenever we feel like it, be it to vent our frustrations or to destress. This is the only time adeline shows how bad is her coordination of her sight and vocals.. hahahaa.. the processing of what she sees to what she sings often fails.. hahaa.. and i'm the only one whom she sings "Wo Ai Xi Zao" (by Mavis Fan) to. How honoured. ahahhaa~
People often wonder why adeline and i are so close.. actually i find our characters to be very similar. One impt point: we reli can gossip. Yea.. i can complain to her like nobody's biz and she will juz listen and huo shang jia you abit.. and vice versa. hahaa tt's US! The both of us reli can slack and nua and often get moodswings. When the both of us get sad coincidently during the same period, we will "ARGHH" n "*@!&@*%!^#$!" to one another.. making ourselves sadder n sadder. But she'll always be there to support me whenever i'm super down.. so far.. line is the one who understands, and maybe even feels the way i do whenever we have our small little chats. haha.. When we're damn sian, we will surely give the stupid look on our faces.. and we'll psycho ourselves to become sian-er.. sadistic!
Remember ai ai.. wo men de li bie.. bu hui shi yong bie. wo men yong bu fen li~~
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:10 AM
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Friday, August 19, 2005