[::..i miss my "old" life ..::]
[::..i miss my "old" life ..::]
been so tired for the past few days tt my brain cells ain't functioning too well to blog. it's time for me to do BD again.. yeaa.. AGAINN!!!! burdenized once more. today shall be a day for me to rot and get my brains working to prepare for the weeks ahead.
Friday (11/11)
OOOooh i woke up super early at 5+am so tt i would hv all the time to prepare for FP lesson. Wah lao it was really damn tiring. hafta endure 2 long days consecutively before approaching the weekend. nvm, i'll hang on!! played an investment boardgame during FP tutorial, where sherlyn and i volunteered to be the bankers. we messed up big time initially man, was so blur with all the interests and recurring income at first. we got the hang of it already, but the game ended pretty soon. i think the players suffered quite abit.. they hv to wait for us to sort things out before getting their pay and all. Hahaa i feel abit paiseh too, sorry lah abit slow. Hahaa and to whom this concerns, i wasn't sleeping in TO k!!!
Went to partyworld with my classmates/frenz after school. Singing during the happy hours is quite a gd deal, and the session was nice!! hp passed the test of singing chi xin jue dui and the guys siao in the room again, hahaaha the way they sang seemed as if they were about to bao xue guan. whahahaa i think HP resembles a trait of mr botoxman when he shook his cheeks while performing. whahhahaa..
met up with peiqi n liting after tt. omg it has been ages since i've seen pq. her long curls have seasoned into a not-so-curled and not-so-natural state. we chatted till nearly 1am and exchanged many things tt happened in our lives. sometimes, i can't seem to open up completely even to my closest frenz. but i feel really comforted to know that pq n lt understand me even if i don't attempt to speak at times, which on the other hand, may appall to some strangers that i'm just another anti-social creature. there's alot of things i wanna say at certain times, but i simply can't talk. i wonder what do i dread. seriously, i wan pple to see me as who i am. actually, i am who i am, and i don't want to act all hyped up and become as fake as some girls out there. i don't fear pple knowing the real me, maybe i'm juz too lazy to allow others to understand me. few years back, i used to be so sick of socialising at a point in my life that i could survive without speaking to my classmate, who was sitting directly beside me in class then, for weeks.
i miss my "old" life. i wan it back.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 12:24 PM