[::..im not being petty here ..::]
[::..im not being petty here ..::]
Sorry santa, im not being good by biatching on my blog right now. though i had promised not to biatch abt tt fren of mine, i am so sorry tt im gonna start it all over again.
ok. i called fren A at 7+pm and she was happily eating at marina. she had only 8bucks with her. nothing more, nothing less. being not very surprised by this, i accepted her arrangement of putting her expenses on my tabs, which is not very uncommon. fren B was alone and broke at home too, so the 3 of us arranged to meet together for ktv. unfortunately, there were no rooms available for us until 3am, and it costs a bomb at $37 per head. this is total madness. so B and i decided to go for a movie marathon instead. through internet booking, i bought a total of six tickets to lilya and family stone. lilya sounds unfamiliar? wad the heck. we simply couldn't find shows to watch so we decided on that anyway.
just before i was about to leave my home, A happily called me to say tt she wanna go clubbing. she insisted tt money will not be deducted from my account if i din turn up for the tickets, and tt entry to chinablack was free. FREE? on a Xmas eve? whoever in the right mind would allow people to club for free on a Xmas eve? she asked me to join her, but i stubbornly refused to. I WOULD RATHER ROT AT HOME THAN GO CLUBBING ON A XMAS EVE K! this was what i told her when she pushed my limits, in the exact tone u perceive. she told me to give her a call when i reach the ticket booth, but i doubt she will turn up anyway. i called B to check whether we're on the same ground, and thankfully she felt the same way as i did and the two of us went ahead with our plans. budden something happening happened to me again. i was on my way to town, at amk or yck, when B called me again only to tell me that she had changed her mind (bet she was psychoed by A) and wanna club with A. HELLO?!? MAKE UP UR MIND CAN? i wasn't very pissed at tt time, coz i totally sianed three-quarter.
it was already nine plus on my way back home, until ting called me. thankfully, someone sane and got-liang-xin saved me from all these shit. i went to her place, and proceeded with our plans to town, only to be stunned by some happening stuff again. OK. so what's the problem again? it seems like A had gotten the facts all wrong and she had finally realized tt chinablack wasn't so dumb as to allow pple to get in for free on a Xmas eve, so she was pretty indecisive on where to go then. she also decided tt it wasn't a good idea to borrow money from me again as she has a list of creditors and she doesn't intend to increase my stake in that list. B was intolerant of her indecisiveness and decided to join me. sorry lor but i've already dragged an innocent party out onto the streets with me and there was no way im gonna pang seh her just liddat. B joined another group of frenz and i couldnt reli be bothered wif A, seriously. super pissed. sorry it's not very fun to make me travel to and fro just to suit your wishes or commands. i am not obliged to do so and i will not do so. luckily, i managed to cancel the booking for the second show and that saved me 29bucks, though the first 29bucks went down the drain, JUST LIKE THAT. how cool huh.
am i desperate or wad to the extent of asking yh out? ARGHH i shldnt have called her in the first place. probably snuggling up in my couch and watching some dumb show would be a more comforting choice. i hate being dua. i totally loathe it when there is no valid reason for their doings. and im not gonna get used to it coz i am NOT gonna let it happen again by not going out with them again. not now. not for the moment. as the thought of it makes my blood boils. this is the last straw. im not being petty here neither do i wish to bear a grudge agst her. i tried telling myself to forget it since this is what i shld expect outta her. budden i felt seriously *(@&!;*@#&*@%*%*^#;@^#&@^;*@^&!%@!^. pls dun chu stunts all of a sudden and make my day so un-merry when it wasn't so merry in the first place.
ting and i stayed in town and got sprayed by those ah nehs and ah bengs, whereby some of them decided it wasn't a very good idea to spray me afterall when i gave dirty looks along the way. watched the family stone, it was supposed to be quite funny but i was still a lil upset and din really enjoy it. argh i really felt damn helpless tt day, but i tried to be as cheery as i could as i hafta be fair to ting for sacrificing her time to accompany me. sorry ger.. but there won't be a second time to such a situation no more.
wad a xmas eve. i am never ever gonna celebrate any bloody xmas eve again. i must admit that i was quite desperate to get outta my house tt day, which in turn led to a total let down. maybe i shld just sleep my day away in future and not celebrate for the sake of celebrating.
Anyway, forget about my rantings. belated merry xmas and a happy boxing day to all.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:42 PM