[::..busy ..::]
[::..busy ..::]
being busy is good. it keeps my mind off many many things. it has been such a long time since i've packed my schedule with things to do, i seriously needed those. not really in the right mind to write now. god blast me.
sorry line, but i just gotta start it again though u tot it was all over.
i'm pissed with myself, with the world, with everything. don't start it by asking me why. this is not a QnA session. i am supposed to kpkb right now! SO.. history has indeed repeated itself and i'm stuck in the same old situation twice. ok, "stuck" isn't really the appropriate word to use here. at least stuck implies that something could be done to un-stuck it. maybe im really dumb to allow myself to get involved and ended up like that. yes, now that's the correct word. it's time to make a vow never ever to do that again. i've had enough of it. difficult to fathom? WHATEVER. lao niang is in no mood to explain.
ok. done. it's over now.
sorry line, but i just gotta start it again though u tot it was all over.
i'm pissed with myself, with the world, with everything. don't start it by asking me why. this is not a QnA session. i am supposed to kpkb right now! SO.. history has indeed repeated itself and i'm stuck in the same old situation twice. ok, "stuck" isn't really the appropriate word to use here. at least stuck implies that something could be done to un-stuck it. maybe im really dumb to allow myself to get involved and ended up like that. yes, now that's the correct word. it's time to make a vow never ever to do that again. i've had enough of it. difficult to fathom? WHATEVER. lao niang is in no mood to explain.
ok. done. it's over now.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:18 AM
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
[::..healthy lifestyle ..::]
[::..healthy lifestyle ..::]
wah woke up at 8+am and i couldn't open my eyes. too shagged for words. ooh i covered a total distance of 7km on treadmill and cross training. whahaha abit shiok to sweat it all out. but after bathing came another wave of shaggism. haha this is wad you get back in return for a sleepless night. haha my clsmates aka frenz even say that i look paperwhite to the extent that i'm being referred to as the Geisha now. so... pls watch out for Memoirs of a Geisha - Part II. Starring....... cai liu tou haras!! ok.. time for a lil shopping and some cutting of hair.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:15 PM
made -64 for trading. super big loss. i gambled and i think i'm not gonna do that anymore. trading against the trend reli suck. i'm actually quite used to taking risks, and won't reli be bothered by losses though i complain alot. but now.. haha i think i have become hum ji altogether.
ooh went for gyming and kickboxing with zk. hahaha my limbs hurt from all the thrusting and kicking that i simply felt like standing there and doing nothing for a few seconds, just to relieve my muscles from the suan-ness.
there was this lao lian who stood somewhere beside me, and she was showing off moves like li xiao long while we were punching into mid-air can. actions like thrusting a few punches into the empty space in front of us can be evolved into dance actions like para para paradise for her. haha nearly laughed out. must ren. dowan lao lian to beat the hell outta this poor lil innocent ger (me).
went home and had wanton for dinner. realized that i didn't take any meals at all for the whole day while gyming and decided to forget the pain in my stomach for the moment. been having gastric pain since monday and i reli feel sick of it.. ahhh i wan a stomach transplant can?
i kinda affected everyone into the online shopping mood, didn't i? haha my unlucky victims are busy cursing me in their sleep i guess. joycie couldn't bear to sleep as she wanted to surf the sites that i gave her. HAH!
how did i came up with this new craze of mine, i really couldn't remember. i think i suddenly feel like browsing for dresses. and it turned out to be a never-ending routine of mine now. oh man. just look at my jacket. NICE rite?
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Friday, January 13, 2006
Wednesday
made -64 for trading. super big loss. i gambled and i think i'm not gonna do that anymore. trading against the trend reli suck. i'm actually quite used to taking risks, and won't reli be bothered by losses though i complain alot. but now.. haha i think i have become hum ji altogether.
ooh went for gyming and kickboxing with zk. hahaha my limbs hurt from all the thrusting and kicking that i simply felt like standing there and doing nothing for a few seconds, just to relieve my muscles from the suan-ness.
there was this lao lian who stood somewhere beside me, and she was showing off moves like li xiao long while we were punching into mid-air can. actions like thrusting a few punches into the empty space in front of us can be evolved into dance actions like para para paradise for her. haha nearly laughed out. must ren. dowan lao lian to beat the hell outta this poor lil innocent ger (me).
went home and had wanton for dinner. realized that i didn't take any meals at all for the whole day while gyming and decided to forget the pain in my stomach for the moment. been having gastric pain since monday and i reli feel sick of it.. ahhh i wan a stomach transplant can?
Thursday
i kinda affected everyone into the online shopping mood, didn't i? haha my unlucky victims are busy cursing me in their sleep i guess. joycie couldn't bear to sleep as she wanted to surf the sites that i gave her. HAH!
how did i came up with this new craze of mine, i really couldn't remember. i think i suddenly feel like browsing for dresses. and it turned out to be a never-ending routine of mine now. oh man. just look at my jacket. NICE rite?
and these dresses:
i think i'm gonna venture into this business, shld become an online seller by starting small. together with my business partner (to be divulged at a later date), i believe that our good tastes will bring our business to greater heights (eh i got taste one k)! who knows, perhaps we will expand and open a shop. WAH. dreaming again.. but hey! it's an ambitious dream alright. haha. please wait for my good news.
ok, now for updates regarding the DBF Graduates/Alumni Get-together.
it rained for almost the whole day. not many graduates turned up, but nevertheless, the current students of dbf managed to make the hall looked abit more peoplier. only 5 outta 13 tables weren't occupied. ok we talked cock with andrew lim, andrew low, bclow and chris cheong. we had our fill until i reli felt like puking afterwards. alot of oily food, a lil too oily, but nice! i even da bao for my family to eat. haha
the gang went to settlers for some board games before the dinner but i didn't manage to join them as i was supposed to go out with adeline for sportshoe-viewing and maybe walk around ikea for some ideas on how to revamp my new room. sadly, the both of us woke up near 2pm and decided to cancel our plans. haha nice weather to sleep in again. but when will the rain ever stop? i need the sun for rollerblading and cycling. i need the sun to stop myself from feeling cold. i'm really very afraid of the cold despite all the fats on me. whahaha
oh. i'm supposed to continue with my resolutions right?
alright, in the next post then. stay tuned.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 3:42 AM
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
[::..rain rain ..::]
[::..rain rain ..::]
it has been raining all this while, which was quite on par with my mood, as i was quite down in the past couple of weeks too.
but not anymore.
i've learnt to take things in my stride and i'm not gonna let such a matter strike me down. and i will not allow myself to be such a weakling. i know i can get over with it, and i will definitely do so. i've told myself, so be it. not that i couldn't be bothered, but this is life, isn't it?
yea i'm free. i'm reborn! but i am still broke. haha sad. i don't like the feeling of being so darn broke.
bought some things from yahoo auctions. oh gosh. cannot tahan. and there was some super nice watches from other websites. of all the brands, dkny watches attract me the most. i saw a dkny bracelet-watch with swarovski's crystals. ooh shiny shiny glittery thingy! it costs about US$120-130 online. wah lao eh, which is like S$220. sorry leh lao niang now no money to buy expensive watches, though i'm super tempted to. 2 years ago, i wanted to buy a dkny bracelet-watch as well, but was advised against it as it was valued at S$275. haha super nice can!!
but not anymore.
i've learnt to take things in my stride and i'm not gonna let such a matter strike me down. and i will not allow myself to be such a weakling. i know i can get over with it, and i will definitely do so. i've told myself, so be it. not that i couldn't be bothered, but this is life, isn't it?
yea i'm free. i'm reborn! but i am still broke. haha sad. i don't like the feeling of being so darn broke.
bought some things from yahoo auctions. oh gosh. cannot tahan. and there was some super nice watches from other websites. of all the brands, dkny watches attract me the most. i saw a dkny bracelet-watch with swarovski's crystals. ooh shiny shiny glittery thingy! it costs about US$120-130 online. wah lao eh, which is like S$220. sorry leh lao niang now no money to buy expensive watches, though i'm super tempted to. 2 years ago, i wanted to buy a dkny bracelet-watch as well, but was advised against it as it was valued at S$275. haha super nice can!!
my watch with swarovski crystals
it's time to work again, on CNY. 2.5x pay, why not? my dad was complaining that i have to spend time together with them on day 1 and 2 no matter wad, budden i really feel sian of CNY. but wad about my pineapple tarts! not reli worth sacrificing my CNY and missing out my dear pineapple tarts! oh gosh.. the mere mentioning of "PINEAPPLE TARTS" can change my stomach mode to binge-eating in no time. *drools* arghh i wanna eat nice tarts!! oh man, i have to re-consider.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 5:34 AM
Actually i chose Dumbledore as my favourite professor and Charms as my favourite class. the results are the same but i have no idea why mcgonagall n transfiguration appeared here. anyway, just bo liao-ing ard~
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[::..harry pottering ..::]
[::..harry pottering ..::]
Actually i chose Dumbledore as my favourite professor and Charms as my favourite class. the results are the same but i have no idea why mcgonagall n transfiguration appeared here. anyway, just bo liao-ing ard~
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 5:21 AM
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
[::..my resolutions - part I ..::]
[::..my resolutions - part I ..::]
been bz browsing through online auctions or shopping sites for the past few days..
whahaha what a way to spend my rainy days away!! no hassles while shopping!! no worries about having to squeeze in the always-crowded streets or shops of singapore, no worries about the rain.. but there's a big issue on hand that i must announce to the whole world.
I am so so so broke.
no kidding man, gonna file for bankruptcy sooner or later.
signed up for amore with zhenkiat and maybe more will be joining us: liting, peiqi, and mango. whaha meeting up would be like some gathering for pri or sec school frenz. spending money on this really sucked me dry, but i hope it will help fulfill two of my resolutions:
RESOLUTIONS
1) to jian fei.
2) to treasure the time with my frenz, and treat them better than before.
my frenz are my everything! thanks so much for being there for me when i am really down.
thx to qi for showering me with "love" and gifts to cheer me up; and all the gifts u brought over from HK, TW and bangkok, all safely preserved in my cupboard =) . the "mum" amongst us, always encouraging me to do things i want or shld strive harder in.
thx to ting for having to tahan my nonsensical rantings almost always, hehe hope you won't be influenced by my kpkb-ness.. oops. and all the child-talking with you has made my bro sick of talking to me, as he feel that he will go mad any sooner if i talk in that child-like manner again. his opinion of me changed drastically to some act-cute queen, all thx to you! haha.. i shall forgive her since she always encourage me whenever i feel low-spirited.
thx to mango for being there for me just when i needed someone to be with, my best slacking khaki for 13 years! always the one whom i chiong movies with, slack at yishun with, to accompany one another whenever one was upset. we can meet up, not chat about anything saddening even though we are, but still give one another moral support by just being there. we will be frenz forever, won't we?
not forgetting my AI AIs too, both line and min, you guys know my deepest secret too (aNgZzz..) and thx for listening to me when i'm in super PMS mode. sherlyn and jeanette, wun forget the 2 of u! my gossiping khakis yet at the same time, new frenz who show concern for me. and to ping, pps and sandy aka laosha, for reminding me tt i'm not being forgotten after all these years!
i feel that i haven been a very good fren all year round in 2005; not as thoughtful as before, not as considerate as before, not as nice-tempered as before. as i am rather lazy, i can nua at home for the whole day, with tireness as an excuse. at certain point of time, every one of us will have a period of hectic schedule and i kinda left them alone to study or work unless they wish to meet up with me, though i make frequent calls or sms-es at times to check on them. i realized that i didn't really take the initiative to try to meet up with them as often as i could even if we are reli busy.
qi was rather disturbed by this (though i'm not the main reason for it). she feels that frenz are distancing away due to her having a bf, and she is trying her best to initiate meet-ups with some frenz out there, yet she got slapped in the face with ignoration to the extent that she felt so tired of trying. i feel really sad for her when she told me this, yet at the same time, wondering that somehow, i have a part in this. i suddenly feel tt im a big-time bitch. why didn't i notice this sooner. i felt so glad that she confided in me, which in turn gave me a wake-up call that goes "hey! you hafta be more observant to frenz ard u".
i remember there was once, when i msged her that i could be busy during the weekdays and may not be able to meet up with her. she replied with a "ok lor, next week then meet. no matter how busy, we must also eat right?" though she didn't sound spiteful or harsh at all, i feel as if an arrow had pierced my heard. felt abit xin suan at that time. i know that we will be real busy in time to come, but i will make sure that i take dinner with you guys whenever i can. we can don't sing, don't shop, but we can't skip our meals! right haha both qi and i have IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and skipping meals is equivalent to digging holes in our stomach walls. so.. going out for meals everytime doesn't imply that we always wanna eat, of coz. haha i'm not the eating machine k!
A relationship of all kinds requires effort of both parties. both ends of the string shld be pulled together, with equal strength and effort, to maintain the bonds needed for this frenship. hence, i'm gonna try my best to pull as many strings as i can!
ok i'm getting all mushy here. oh gosh. but i still have to go on.
Last but not least.. MY CLASSMATES. hehe. ok.. nono.. they're being categorised under FRENZ, not classmates (you guys know who you are..). hehe after all these years, i've learnt that having nice classmates is an important aspect in affecting your mood while attending school. yea and i'm so glad that we are one big family - the JALESH and the Singular Club members!
shan and ew, for being part of me since jc yr 1 - SHE is truely who we are.. hehz. niang zi, who appears to be a da jie da on the outside, but i like~ don't assume that she is some fierce tigress, actually she's also not very ah lian so I AM NOT SCARED of u! ahaha so she hafta service this xiang gong of hers. haha i say two she cannot say one! twinny and honey, my talk-cock khakis! twinny and i are twins no more. she has decided to give up this title and transformed into a cleoprata instead. honey, another one of my les khakis and always goes around anyonghaseyo-ing and kamsahamnida-ing with me.
ah cheng, someone whom i've known since before the commencement of poly through IRC, which was rather hot back then. someone who'll listen to me talk cock and complain non-stop about anything and everything on msn, though maybe he cannot tahan me as well whaha. the gossip king, the radar and source of info, while we are the speakers to spread the news for him. a guy being gossipish ain't new, coz.............. he has got women genes in him hahaa. mr hp, haha someone who shares certain stuff with me and vice versa. it's pretty interesting when he becomes all monkish as and when he likes or start requesting me to do things e.g. "please describe me" or "check whether your horoscope accurate anot leh".
meng yun.. who loves to call me liu tou and what he gets in return is a "qi meng" from me and a "meng meng" from shan. haha my ITP mate, not forgetting ky as well, who always accompany me and shan for makaning sessions. ky seems to be very guai and quiet, but in fact, he is as Ba Gua as most of us are, and sometimes even the source of info haha. lao pa sat, amoi, and joycie's favourite japanese foodstore. all of these which consist of our ITP memories!
Jamez and ashton, haha the both of them are super talk-cock and jokers of the class man. jamez really can make us laugh like shit, wadever that comes outta his mouth will most probably not be something decent (note: not decent, as in not not funny). despite his jokerish pattern, ashton can actually write well man, in his blog i mean. you guys can try viewing his (i am pulling in visitors for u, pls thank me). marcus (cheng and ash), one of my going-home khakis, will not escape the fate of having to hear me complain while we were in the train. hope that his dad will regain his health asap! mr handoyo, the richie rich kid, who ain't snobby at all despite all the gold coins he has at home. a nice fren who doesn't mind the petrol money by sending us home in the wee hours haha.
haha i wish to treat my frenz better than before.. i wanna treasure all the friendship that i have in this lifetime, as friends are forever. Cheers!
ok i'm not gonna write anymore, TIRED CAN. more resolutions to come in the next posting..
to be continued...
whahaha what a way to spend my rainy days away!! no hassles while shopping!! no worries about having to squeeze in the always-crowded streets or shops of singapore, no worries about the rain.. but there's a big issue on hand that i must announce to the whole world.
I am so so so broke.
no kidding man, gonna file for bankruptcy sooner or later.
signed up for amore with zhenkiat and maybe more will be joining us: liting, peiqi, and mango. whaha meeting up would be like some gathering for pri or sec school frenz. spending money on this really sucked me dry, but i hope it will help fulfill two of my resolutions:
RESOLUTIONS
1) to jian fei.
2) to treasure the time with my frenz, and treat them better than before.
my frenz are my everything! thanks so much for being there for me when i am really down.
thx to qi for showering me with "love" and gifts to cheer me up; and all the gifts u brought over from HK, TW and bangkok, all safely preserved in my cupboard =) . the "mum" amongst us, always encouraging me to do things i want or shld strive harder in.
thx to ting for having to tahan my nonsensical rantings almost always, hehe hope you won't be influenced by my kpkb-ness.. oops. and all the child-talking with you has made my bro sick of talking to me, as he feel that he will go mad any sooner if i talk in that child-like manner again. his opinion of me changed drastically to some act-cute queen, all thx to you! haha.. i shall forgive her since she always encourage me whenever i feel low-spirited.
thx to mango for being there for me just when i needed someone to be with, my best slacking khaki for 13 years! always the one whom i chiong movies with, slack at yishun with, to accompany one another whenever one was upset. we can meet up, not chat about anything saddening even though we are, but still give one another moral support by just being there. we will be frenz forever, won't we?
not forgetting my AI AIs too, both line and min, you guys know my deepest secret too (aNgZzz..) and thx for listening to me when i'm in super PMS mode. sherlyn and jeanette, wun forget the 2 of u! my gossiping khakis yet at the same time, new frenz who show concern for me. and to ping, pps and sandy aka laosha, for reminding me tt i'm not being forgotten after all these years!
i feel that i haven been a very good fren all year round in 2005; not as thoughtful as before, not as considerate as before, not as nice-tempered as before. as i am rather lazy, i can nua at home for the whole day, with tireness as an excuse. at certain point of time, every one of us will have a period of hectic schedule and i kinda left them alone to study or work unless they wish to meet up with me, though i make frequent calls or sms-es at times to check on them. i realized that i didn't really take the initiative to try to meet up with them as often as i could even if we are reli busy.
qi was rather disturbed by this (though i'm not the main reason for it). she feels that frenz are distancing away due to her having a bf, and she is trying her best to initiate meet-ups with some frenz out there, yet she got slapped in the face with ignoration to the extent that she felt so tired of trying. i feel really sad for her when she told me this, yet at the same time, wondering that somehow, i have a part in this. i suddenly feel tt im a big-time bitch. why didn't i notice this sooner. i felt so glad that she confided in me, which in turn gave me a wake-up call that goes "hey! you hafta be more observant to frenz ard u".
i remember there was once, when i msged her that i could be busy during the weekdays and may not be able to meet up with her. she replied with a "ok lor, next week then meet. no matter how busy, we must also eat right?" though she didn't sound spiteful or harsh at all, i feel as if an arrow had pierced my heard. felt abit xin suan at that time. i know that we will be real busy in time to come, but i will make sure that i take dinner with you guys whenever i can. we can don't sing, don't shop, but we can't skip our meals! right haha both qi and i have IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and skipping meals is equivalent to digging holes in our stomach walls. so.. going out for meals everytime doesn't imply that we always wanna eat, of coz. haha i'm not the eating machine k!
A relationship of all kinds requires effort of both parties. both ends of the string shld be pulled together, with equal strength and effort, to maintain the bonds needed for this frenship. hence, i'm gonna try my best to pull as many strings as i can!
ok i'm getting all mushy here. oh gosh. but i still have to go on.
Last but not least.. MY CLASSMATES. hehe. ok.. nono.. they're being categorised under FRENZ, not classmates (you guys know who you are..). hehe after all these years, i've learnt that having nice classmates is an important aspect in affecting your mood while attending school. yea and i'm so glad that we are one big family - the JALESH and the Singular Club members!
shan and ew, for being part of me since jc yr 1 - SHE is truely who we are.. hehz. niang zi, who appears to be a da jie da on the outside, but i like~ don't assume that she is some fierce tigress, actually she's also not very ah lian so I AM NOT SCARED of u! ahaha so she hafta service this xiang gong of hers. haha i say two she cannot say one! twinny and honey, my talk-cock khakis! twinny and i are twins no more. she has decided to give up this title and transformed into a cleoprata instead. honey, another one of my les khakis and always goes around anyonghaseyo-ing and kamsahamnida-ing with me.
ah cheng, someone whom i've known since before the commencement of poly through IRC, which was rather hot back then. someone who'll listen to me talk cock and complain non-stop about anything and everything on msn, though maybe he cannot tahan me as well whaha. the gossip king, the radar and source of info, while we are the speakers to spread the news for him. a guy being gossipish ain't new, coz.............. he has got women genes in him hahaa. mr hp, haha someone who shares certain stuff with me and vice versa. it's pretty interesting when he becomes all monkish as and when he likes or start requesting me to do things e.g. "please describe me" or "check whether your horoscope accurate anot leh".
meng yun.. who loves to call me liu tou and what he gets in return is a "qi meng" from me and a "meng meng" from shan. haha my ITP mate, not forgetting ky as well, who always accompany me and shan for makaning sessions. ky seems to be very guai and quiet, but in fact, he is as Ba Gua as most of us are, and sometimes even the source of info haha. lao pa sat, amoi, and joycie's favourite japanese foodstore. all of these which consist of our ITP memories!
Jamez and ashton, haha the both of them are super talk-cock and jokers of the class man. jamez really can make us laugh like shit, wadever that comes outta his mouth will most probably not be something decent (note: not decent, as in not not funny). despite his jokerish pattern, ashton can actually write well man, in his blog i mean. you guys can try viewing his (i am pulling in visitors for u, pls thank me). marcus (cheng and ash), one of my going-home khakis, will not escape the fate of having to hear me complain while we were in the train. hope that his dad will regain his health asap! mr handoyo, the richie rich kid, who ain't snobby at all despite all the gold coins he has at home. a nice fren who doesn't mind the petrol money by sending us home in the wee hours haha.
haha i wish to treat my frenz better than before.. i wanna treasure all the friendship that i have in this lifetime, as friends are forever. Cheers!
ok i'm not gonna write anymore, TIRED CAN. more resolutions to come in the next posting..
to be continued...
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 8:23 PM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
i know that my blog is full of complaints. but u guys will just hafta bear with it. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. arghhhh arghhhhhhh arghhhhhhhhhhhhh. full stop.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 12:20 PM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
yoohoo~~ a happy happy 2006 to all out there~!
spent my nye with pq and had sushi for dinner. we left bishan as there was simply nothing for us to do down there, except singing in partyworld's hall. hahaa i think pq will juz feng diao if she reli gotta do that. proceeded to her place after that. her NY resolution would be to jian fei to her desired weight, so NYE was the last night she could ever snack in the middle of the night. whahaha i bet jian fei would be the resolution for most of the female population.
YES ash, i have thought it over and i hv my new list of resolutions, not wishes anymore. hahaa and im not life-less k. i've been bombarded by this word after declaring myself as a cheese-free and diary-free person. yea everyone let's enjoy our last term together!! pq may want to join amore too, and she asked me along. i can foresee my expenses to ball as our plans grow. ohh nooo!! why dun money drop from the sky for me! hahaa i feel like working budden it's kinda dangerous for me to embark on another of my workaholic's schedule again, especially in the last term of school.
OK, i've been officially diagnosed with the parkinson's disease. whahaa my hands are trembling more visibly with the extension of my medication. cough, cough, go away!!
sometimes things change so quickly that it makes people wonder whether the past events reli happened or not.. does the past holds or is it just another passing phase of our lives, that we can just ignore and let it go. whatever i feel, whatever i've felt, will they be gone with the wind?
spent my nye with pq and had sushi for dinner. we left bishan as there was simply nothing for us to do down there, except singing in partyworld's hall. hahaa i think pq will juz feng diao if she reli gotta do that. proceeded to her place after that. her NY resolution would be to jian fei to her desired weight, so NYE was the last night she could ever snack in the middle of the night. whahaha i bet jian fei would be the resolution for most of the female population.
YES ash, i have thought it over and i hv my new list of resolutions, not wishes anymore. hahaa and im not life-less k. i've been bombarded by this word after declaring myself as a cheese-free and diary-free person. yea everyone let's enjoy our last term together!! pq may want to join amore too, and she asked me along. i can foresee my expenses to ball as our plans grow. ohh nooo!! why dun money drop from the sky for me! hahaa i feel like working budden it's kinda dangerous for me to embark on another of my workaholic's schedule again, especially in the last term of school.
OK, i've been officially diagnosed with the parkinson's disease. whahaa my hands are trembling more visibly with the extension of my medication. cough, cough, go away!!
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sometimes things change so quickly that it makes people wonder whether the past events reli happened or not.. does the past holds or is it just another passing phase of our lives, that we can just ignore and let it go. whatever i feel, whatever i've felt, will they be gone with the wind?