[::..my resolutions - part I ..::]
[::..my resolutions - part I ..::]
been bz browsing through online auctions or shopping sites for the past few days..
whahaha what a way to spend my rainy days away!! no hassles while shopping!! no worries about having to squeeze in the always-crowded streets or shops of singapore, no worries about the rain.. but there's a big issue on hand that i must announce to the whole world.
I am so so so broke.
no kidding man, gonna file for bankruptcy sooner or later.
signed up for amore with zhenkiat and maybe more will be joining us: liting, peiqi, and mango. whaha meeting up would be like some gathering for pri or sec school frenz. spending money on this really sucked me dry, but i hope it will help fulfill two of my resolutions:
RESOLUTIONS
1) to jian fei.
2) to treasure the time with my frenz, and treat them better than before.
my frenz are my everything! thanks so much for being there for me when i am really down.
thx to qi for showering me with "love" and gifts to cheer me up; and all the gifts u brought over from HK, TW and bangkok, all safely preserved in my cupboard =) . the "mum" amongst us, always encouraging me to do things i want or shld strive harder in.
thx to ting for having to tahan my nonsensical rantings almost always, hehe hope you won't be influenced by my kpkb-ness.. oops. and all the child-talking with you has made my bro sick of talking to me, as he feel that he will go mad any sooner if i talk in that child-like manner again. his opinion of me changed drastically to some act-cute queen, all thx to you! haha.. i shall forgive her since she always encourage me whenever i feel low-spirited.
thx to mango for being there for me just when i needed someone to be with, my best slacking khaki for 13 years! always the one whom i chiong movies with, slack at yishun with, to accompany one another whenever one was upset. we can meet up, not chat about anything saddening even though we are, but still give one another moral support by just being there. we will be frenz forever, won't we?
not forgetting my AI AIs too, both line and min, you guys know my deepest secret too (aNgZzz..) and thx for listening to me when i'm in super PMS mode. sherlyn and jeanette, wun forget the 2 of u! my gossiping khakis yet at the same time, new frenz who show concern for me. and to ping, pps and sandy aka laosha, for reminding me tt i'm not being forgotten after all these years!
i feel that i haven been a very good fren all year round in 2005; not as thoughtful as before, not as considerate as before, not as nice-tempered as before. as i am rather lazy, i can nua at home for the whole day, with tireness as an excuse. at certain point of time, every one of us will have a period of hectic schedule and i kinda left them alone to study or work unless they wish to meet up with me, though i make frequent calls or sms-es at times to check on them. i realized that i didn't really take the initiative to try to meet up with them as often as i could even if we are reli busy.
qi was rather disturbed by this (though i'm not the main reason for it). she feels that frenz are distancing away due to her having a bf, and she is trying her best to initiate meet-ups with some frenz out there, yet she got slapped in the face with ignoration to the extent that she felt so tired of trying. i feel really sad for her when she told me this, yet at the same time, wondering that somehow, i have a part in this. i suddenly feel tt im a big-time bitch. why didn't i notice this sooner. i felt so glad that she confided in me, which in turn gave me a wake-up call that goes "hey! you hafta be more observant to frenz ard u".
i remember there was once, when i msged her that i could be busy during the weekdays and may not be able to meet up with her. she replied with a "ok lor, next week then meet. no matter how busy, we must also eat right?" though she didn't sound spiteful or harsh at all, i feel as if an arrow had pierced my heard. felt abit xin suan at that time. i know that we will be real busy in time to come, but i will make sure that i take dinner with you guys whenever i can. we can don't sing, don't shop, but we can't skip our meals! right haha both qi and i have IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and skipping meals is equivalent to digging holes in our stomach walls. so.. going out for meals everytime doesn't imply that we always wanna eat, of coz. haha i'm not the eating machine k!
A relationship of all kinds requires effort of both parties. both ends of the string shld be pulled together, with equal strength and effort, to maintain the bonds needed for this frenship. hence, i'm gonna try my best to pull as many strings as i can!
ok i'm getting all mushy here. oh gosh. but i still have to go on.
Last but not least.. MY CLASSMATES. hehe. ok.. nono.. they're being categorised under FRENZ, not classmates (you guys know who you are..). hehe after all these years, i've learnt that having nice classmates is an important aspect in affecting your mood while attending school. yea and i'm so glad that we are one big family - the JALESH and the Singular Club members!
shan and ew, for being part of me since jc yr 1 - SHE is truely who we are.. hehz. niang zi, who appears to be a da jie da on the outside, but i like~ don't assume that she is some fierce tigress, actually she's also not very ah lian so I AM NOT SCARED of u! ahaha so she hafta service this xiang gong of hers. haha i say two she cannot say one! twinny and honey, my talk-cock khakis! twinny and i are twins no more. she has decided to give up this title and transformed into a cleoprata instead. honey, another one of my les khakis and always goes around anyonghaseyo-ing and kamsahamnida-ing with me.
ah cheng, someone whom i've known since before the commencement of poly through IRC, which was rather hot back then. someone who'll listen to me talk cock and complain non-stop about anything and everything on msn, though maybe he cannot tahan me as well whaha. the gossip king, the radar and source of info, while we are the speakers to spread the news for him. a guy being gossipish ain't new, coz.............. he has got women genes in him hahaa. mr hp, haha someone who shares certain stuff with me and vice versa. it's pretty interesting when he becomes all monkish as and when he likes or start requesting me to do things e.g. "please describe me" or "check whether your horoscope accurate anot leh".
meng yun.. who loves to call me liu tou and what he gets in return is a "qi meng" from me and a "meng meng" from shan. haha my ITP mate, not forgetting ky as well, who always accompany me and shan for makaning sessions. ky seems to be very guai and quiet, but in fact, he is as Ba Gua as most of us are, and sometimes even the source of info haha. lao pa sat, amoi, and joycie's favourite japanese foodstore. all of these which consist of our ITP memories!
Jamez and ashton, haha the both of them are super talk-cock and jokers of the class man. jamez really can make us laugh like shit, wadever that comes outta his mouth will most probably not be something decent (note: not decent, as in not not funny). despite his jokerish pattern, ashton can actually write well man, in his blog i mean. you guys can try viewing his (i am pulling in visitors for u, pls thank me). marcus (cheng and ash), one of my going-home khakis, will not escape the fate of having to hear me complain while we were in the train. hope that his dad will regain his health asap! mr handoyo, the richie rich kid, who ain't snobby at all despite all the gold coins he has at home. a nice fren who doesn't mind the petrol money by sending us home in the wee hours haha.
haha i wish to treat my frenz better than before.. i wanna treasure all the friendship that i have in this lifetime, as friends are forever. Cheers!
ok i'm not gonna write anymore, TIRED CAN. more resolutions to come in the next posting..
to be continued...
whahaha what a way to spend my rainy days away!! no hassles while shopping!! no worries about having to squeeze in the always-crowded streets or shops of singapore, no worries about the rain.. but there's a big issue on hand that i must announce to the whole world.
I am so so so broke.
no kidding man, gonna file for bankruptcy sooner or later.
signed up for amore with zhenkiat and maybe more will be joining us: liting, peiqi, and mango. whaha meeting up would be like some gathering for pri or sec school frenz. spending money on this really sucked me dry, but i hope it will help fulfill two of my resolutions:
RESOLUTIONS
1) to jian fei.
2) to treasure the time with my frenz, and treat them better than before.
my frenz are my everything! thanks so much for being there for me when i am really down.
thx to qi for showering me with "love" and gifts to cheer me up; and all the gifts u brought over from HK, TW and bangkok, all safely preserved in my cupboard =) . the "mum" amongst us, always encouraging me to do things i want or shld strive harder in.
thx to ting for having to tahan my nonsensical rantings almost always, hehe hope you won't be influenced by my kpkb-ness.. oops. and all the child-talking with you has made my bro sick of talking to me, as he feel that he will go mad any sooner if i talk in that child-like manner again. his opinion of me changed drastically to some act-cute queen, all thx to you! haha.. i shall forgive her since she always encourage me whenever i feel low-spirited.
thx to mango for being there for me just when i needed someone to be with, my best slacking khaki for 13 years! always the one whom i chiong movies with, slack at yishun with, to accompany one another whenever one was upset. we can meet up, not chat about anything saddening even though we are, but still give one another moral support by just being there. we will be frenz forever, won't we?
not forgetting my AI AIs too, both line and min, you guys know my deepest secret too (aNgZzz..) and thx for listening to me when i'm in super PMS mode. sherlyn and jeanette, wun forget the 2 of u! my gossiping khakis yet at the same time, new frenz who show concern for me. and to ping, pps and sandy aka laosha, for reminding me tt i'm not being forgotten after all these years!
i feel that i haven been a very good fren all year round in 2005; not as thoughtful as before, not as considerate as before, not as nice-tempered as before. as i am rather lazy, i can nua at home for the whole day, with tireness as an excuse. at certain point of time, every one of us will have a period of hectic schedule and i kinda left them alone to study or work unless they wish to meet up with me, though i make frequent calls or sms-es at times to check on them. i realized that i didn't really take the initiative to try to meet up with them as often as i could even if we are reli busy.
qi was rather disturbed by this (though i'm not the main reason for it). she feels that frenz are distancing away due to her having a bf, and she is trying her best to initiate meet-ups with some frenz out there, yet she got slapped in the face with ignoration to the extent that she felt so tired of trying. i feel really sad for her when she told me this, yet at the same time, wondering that somehow, i have a part in this. i suddenly feel tt im a big-time bitch. why didn't i notice this sooner. i felt so glad that she confided in me, which in turn gave me a wake-up call that goes "hey! you hafta be more observant to frenz ard u".
i remember there was once, when i msged her that i could be busy during the weekdays and may not be able to meet up with her. she replied with a "ok lor, next week then meet. no matter how busy, we must also eat right?" though she didn't sound spiteful or harsh at all, i feel as if an arrow had pierced my heard. felt abit xin suan at that time. i know that we will be real busy in time to come, but i will make sure that i take dinner with you guys whenever i can. we can don't sing, don't shop, but we can't skip our meals! right haha both qi and i have IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and skipping meals is equivalent to digging holes in our stomach walls. so.. going out for meals everytime doesn't imply that we always wanna eat, of coz. haha i'm not the eating machine k!
A relationship of all kinds requires effort of both parties. both ends of the string shld be pulled together, with equal strength and effort, to maintain the bonds needed for this frenship. hence, i'm gonna try my best to pull as many strings as i can!
ok i'm getting all mushy here. oh gosh. but i still have to go on.
Last but not least.. MY CLASSMATES. hehe. ok.. nono.. they're being categorised under FRENZ, not classmates (you guys know who you are..). hehe after all these years, i've learnt that having nice classmates is an important aspect in affecting your mood while attending school. yea and i'm so glad that we are one big family - the JALESH and the Singular Club members!
shan and ew, for being part of me since jc yr 1 - SHE is truely who we are.. hehz. niang zi, who appears to be a da jie da on the outside, but i like~ don't assume that she is some fierce tigress, actually she's also not very ah lian so I AM NOT SCARED of u! ahaha so she hafta service this xiang gong of hers. haha i say two she cannot say one! twinny and honey, my talk-cock khakis! twinny and i are twins no more. she has decided to give up this title and transformed into a cleoprata instead. honey, another one of my les khakis and always goes around anyonghaseyo-ing and kamsahamnida-ing with me.
ah cheng, someone whom i've known since before the commencement of poly through IRC, which was rather hot back then. someone who'll listen to me talk cock and complain non-stop about anything and everything on msn, though maybe he cannot tahan me as well whaha. the gossip king, the radar and source of info, while we are the speakers to spread the news for him. a guy being gossipish ain't new, coz.............. he has got women genes in him hahaa. mr hp, haha someone who shares certain stuff with me and vice versa. it's pretty interesting when he becomes all monkish as and when he likes or start requesting me to do things e.g. "please describe me" or "check whether your horoscope accurate anot leh".
meng yun.. who loves to call me liu tou and what he gets in return is a "qi meng" from me and a "meng meng" from shan. haha my ITP mate, not forgetting ky as well, who always accompany me and shan for makaning sessions. ky seems to be very guai and quiet, but in fact, he is as Ba Gua as most of us are, and sometimes even the source of info haha. lao pa sat, amoi, and joycie's favourite japanese foodstore. all of these which consist of our ITP memories!
Jamez and ashton, haha the both of them are super talk-cock and jokers of the class man. jamez really can make us laugh like shit, wadever that comes outta his mouth will most probably not be something decent (note: not decent, as in not not funny). despite his jokerish pattern, ashton can actually write well man, in his blog i mean. you guys can try viewing his (i am pulling in visitors for u, pls thank me). marcus (cheng and ash), one of my going-home khakis, will not escape the fate of having to hear me complain while we were in the train. hope that his dad will regain his health asap! mr handoyo, the richie rich kid, who ain't snobby at all despite all the gold coins he has at home. a nice fren who doesn't mind the petrol money by sending us home in the wee hours haha.
haha i wish to treat my frenz better than before.. i wanna treasure all the friendship that i have in this lifetime, as friends are forever. Cheers!
ok i'm not gonna write anymore, TIRED CAN. more resolutions to come in the next posting..
to be continued...
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 8:23 PM