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oh man.. i'm reli helpless.. clueless.. n my stomach is causing me more pain and frustrations than ever!
shld i.. shld i not..
paris is so artsy, but im not an artsy kinda person. going there to eat bread everyday doesnt reli sound great, watching pple pose for naked artpieces dun reli appeal to me too. and cheese definitely ain't my cup of tea!! however, the idea of going overseas for studies sounds cool huh. you get to live a totally different kinda life there! but beyond the fun and experience we may get to enjoy from the trip abroad come expenses, independence and language barrier.
just imagine. having to speak french practically to everyone you see and in everything you do, it's like a hell lot tougher than trying to shit while you're having constipation (yea im constipated now! after days of LS-ing). moreover, having to live alone overseas is no easy deal. but i feel tt this is reli a test for my own self-being, to bring my independence to a greater level and to be flexible to changes so as to be able to adapt to changing working environment in future.
i wouldnt wanna burdenize my parents further with my expenses, but i reli feel tt this could be the turning point of my life. the high standard of living in paris reli can kill. i'm so fan nao~
liping and line were questioning me on my means of financing the course.. and whether it would be beyond my parents' limits to send me abroad. liting was also saying tt she too, had been so enthu about joining the local UOL programme with her jc classmate, but backed out of the course a few months after joining. reason being: her fren quit and she felt discouraged to continue any longer. ting was saying that it could be the heat of the moment, things could just happen in the way tt happened to her: tt i just happen to hear of this programme from my lecturer, tt i just happen to graduate at this point in time and desperately needed a way out, tt my fren feel like going so i probably got psychoed to go.
wad she said makes sense too. but i reli yearn for the experience and the chance to explore the world.
kwokyann also questioned me on how much am i willing to go over, on joycie's account. i din answer him, as i'm not too sure too. he was wondering.... wad if joyce gives up halfway? will i stay? or will i leave with her, back to SG? ky also mentioned tt i'm more of a working kinda person than a studying one, one who will pia so hard in work and do last min studying (just like wad peiqi and liping said). haha they know me well man.
i am reli helpless! HELP!!!!
but i sounded the lady at the helpdesk for relevant information, and i shall just hope that she'll bring me good news on the nice modules they offer for the course and all!
meanwhile.. i have to test water abit and ask my dad for his opinion tml.. wish me luck!
shld i.. shld i not..
paris is so artsy, but im not an artsy kinda person. going there to eat bread everyday doesnt reli sound great, watching pple pose for naked artpieces dun reli appeal to me too. and cheese definitely ain't my cup of tea!! however, the idea of going overseas for studies sounds cool huh. you get to live a totally different kinda life there! but beyond the fun and experience we may get to enjoy from the trip abroad come expenses, independence and language barrier.
just imagine. having to speak french practically to everyone you see and in everything you do, it's like a hell lot tougher than trying to shit while you're having constipation (yea im constipated now! after days of LS-ing). moreover, having to live alone overseas is no easy deal. but i feel tt this is reli a test for my own self-being, to bring my independence to a greater level and to be flexible to changes so as to be able to adapt to changing working environment in future.
i wouldnt wanna burdenize my parents further with my expenses, but i reli feel tt this could be the turning point of my life. the high standard of living in paris reli can kill. i'm so fan nao~
liping and line were questioning me on my means of financing the course.. and whether it would be beyond my parents' limits to send me abroad. liting was also saying tt she too, had been so enthu about joining the local UOL programme with her jc classmate, but backed out of the course a few months after joining. reason being: her fren quit and she felt discouraged to continue any longer. ting was saying that it could be the heat of the moment, things could just happen in the way tt happened to her: tt i just happen to hear of this programme from my lecturer, tt i just happen to graduate at this point in time and desperately needed a way out, tt my fren feel like going so i probably got psychoed to go.
wad she said makes sense too. but i reli yearn for the experience and the chance to explore the world.
kwokyann also questioned me on how much am i willing to go over, on joycie's account. i din answer him, as i'm not too sure too. he was wondering.... wad if joyce gives up halfway? will i stay? or will i leave with her, back to SG? ky also mentioned tt i'm more of a working kinda person than a studying one, one who will pia so hard in work and do last min studying (just like wad peiqi and liping said). haha they know me well man.
i am reli helpless! HELP!!!!
but i sounded the lady at the helpdesk for relevant information, and i shall just hope that she'll bring me good news on the nice modules they offer for the course and all!
meanwhile.. i have to test water abit and ask my dad for his opinion tml.. wish me luck!
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