[::..changes ..::]
[::..changes ..::]
people change, don't they?
take me for example, i used to hate watermelons and avoid milk coffee (those from coffeebean n spinelli) at all costs! sorry but i'm a fan of theirs now.
one of my best frenz is evolving too.. hahahaha.. ok not that drastic but well, it was definitely shocking to some out there. ade isn't stressed at all at work, which is great! i guess she could have expected worse, but things weren't as bad as she had thought. maybe she has reli grown up, as wad she had said. haha
i can feel myself changing. sometimes i am just so tired that i super dun feel like talking. simply wanna slp the tireness away. im not even sure where all those tireness come from, it is just there. my feet hurts, my body aches. ARRRHHH am i AGEING?
haha remember i used to biatch about those pple whom i liaise with, about how i wish they could be a lil nicer or friendlier to me? abt those aunties beside me who seem to only know how to gossip and diao at others? sorry but i hafta take back those words. HAHAHA.. they are super nice to me! pple whom i liaise with gave me lychees, chocolates and made coffee for me for several days, just becoz i brought up to them some stuff they had to travel 2 storeys down to take. actually, it was only a matter of shun bian-ness, as i had to pass them some documents as well. have spoken to the ladies and they actually smile and talk cock a lil with me.
i think the problem could have lied with me. probably gave black or sian face in the initial phase. i couldn't help it, especially in a new environment which is so damn scary. i guess i'm just not tt strong or fearless.. no matter how hard i try. hahaha.. SO.. i wouldnt want anymore changes at the moment. guess wad. i actually used 1-2 mths to reli familiarise myself with work and the pple ard. oh man i think im SLOW. sickening. got some news tt a colleague from india could be joining my dept. does tt end my journey in this company? ahahaha i have a SPY in the compliance dept if there's gonna be a new person. so i will be mentally prepared with 1st hand news!
ok so everyone's probably changing for the better. but not for one person. the evil creature, as usual. pple who knows, knows it. pple who dun, forget it. aiyah talking abt her reli makes my blood boils. been shouting and quarrelling for no absolute reason when she simply wouldnt acknowledge facts or truth which point right at everyone's faces. well, life is that. we have pple who are nice and pple who ain't. pple who are smart and pple who ain't. and in this case, pple whom i care about and some particular someone whom i couldnt be bothered about anymore.
take me for example, i used to hate watermelons and avoid milk coffee (those from coffeebean n spinelli) at all costs! sorry but i'm a fan of theirs now.
one of my best frenz is evolving too.. hahahaha.. ok not that drastic but well, it was definitely shocking to some out there. ade isn't stressed at all at work, which is great! i guess she could have expected worse, but things weren't as bad as she had thought. maybe she has reli grown up, as wad she had said. haha
i can feel myself changing. sometimes i am just so tired that i super dun feel like talking. simply wanna slp the tireness away. im not even sure where all those tireness come from, it is just there. my feet hurts, my body aches. ARRRHHH am i AGEING?
haha remember i used to biatch about those pple whom i liaise with, about how i wish they could be a lil nicer or friendlier to me? abt those aunties beside me who seem to only know how to gossip and diao at others? sorry but i hafta take back those words. HAHAHA.. they are super nice to me! pple whom i liaise with gave me lychees, chocolates and made coffee for me for several days, just becoz i brought up to them some stuff they had to travel 2 storeys down to take. actually, it was only a matter of shun bian-ness, as i had to pass them some documents as well. have spoken to the ladies and they actually smile and talk cock a lil with me.
i think the problem could have lied with me. probably gave black or sian face in the initial phase. i couldn't help it, especially in a new environment which is so damn scary. i guess i'm just not tt strong or fearless.. no matter how hard i try. hahaha.. SO.. i wouldnt want anymore changes at the moment. guess wad. i actually used 1-2 mths to reli familiarise myself with work and the pple ard. oh man i think im SLOW. sickening. got some news tt a colleague from india could be joining my dept. does tt end my journey in this company? ahahaha i have a SPY in the compliance dept if there's gonna be a new person. so i will be mentally prepared with 1st hand news!
ok so everyone's probably changing for the better. but not for one person. the evil creature, as usual. pple who knows, knows it. pple who dun, forget it. aiyah talking abt her reli makes my blood boils. been shouting and quarrelling for no absolute reason when she simply wouldnt acknowledge facts or truth which point right at everyone's faces. well, life is that. we have pple who are nice and pple who ain't. pple who are smart and pple who ain't. and in this case, pple whom i care about and some particular someone whom i couldnt be bothered about anymore.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 9:40 PM