[::..expectations = disappointment ..::]
[::..expectations = disappointment ..::]
okie, i figured i had better do this in case someone says that i am ungrateful. shuaiji sent their representative, guangzu GuangZu to get a nice pendant from citigems (haha my customers commented tt it's nice too) and he was kind enough to have chia-ed me a meal. clara Clara too, got me a lipgloss from a brand that i've never heard before, knowned as Paul and Joe, but its design and colour are pretty~ as shu nu as me~ lolz. so in turn, i will chia them back when i get my next pay lor, as agreed! don't say don't have lah. ade Ade aiai oso got royce chocolate for me, coz she knows that chocolates are my favourites! haha i like all the pressies can. thanks to all lah!
worked in chiku just now. arghhh i hv a weathered stomach now, and i felt nauseous for 2 days already. but work has gotten my condition off my mind. gotta smile and entertain customers, like some geishas. but dun worry we are decent geishas hahaa. some customers chatted with me and asked me stuff about school and things like when do i plan to get married. hmm possible MCPs who felt that women shld just get married at a super young age and do wad? moan everyday at home upon their husbands' return from work? eeyerr.. but they are overall nice customers so i shan't complain. have seen worse situations where those pple are just too er xin or hao lian to describe.
had "dinner" with tomomi after work, and i realized that i din take any food for the whole day. the supper came at a heavy price, tonnes of fats to shed off after this night. i reli need to jian fei.
tomomi's contract with chikuyotei will end next march, and she'll most probably be heading back japan for a break before finding a new job in singapore. YAY! she suggested for me to save up now for the trip! so happY!! it'll be the blooming season for the cherry blossoms then! they are such a pretty sight!! i shld brush up on my japanese now! hee.. excited! need not worry about losing my way, as i have a free tour guide by my side! haha
i'm having moodswings on and off again. i hate myself for that. somehow, i just can't control myself and act normal at times, tt's becoz i dun like to act. haiz. maybe i need to get a brain transplant. something is so not okie with me. ade.. we would probably need to have another gers' night out at cosybay soon.. willingly to be digged by one another on our deepest secrets again. haha i dunno why, but that place is real comfortable and never fails to set the mood right whenever we feel sianed half by everything.
sometimes, i just wonder is it best not to have any expectations at all lest the disappointment gets one down.
worked in chiku just now. arghhh i hv a weathered stomach now, and i felt nauseous for 2 days already. but work has gotten my condition off my mind. gotta smile and entertain customers, like some geishas. but dun worry we are decent geishas hahaa. some customers chatted with me and asked me stuff about school and things like when do i plan to get married. hmm possible MCPs who felt that women shld just get married at a super young age and do wad? moan everyday at home upon their husbands' return from work? eeyerr.. but they are overall nice customers so i shan't complain. have seen worse situations where those pple are just too er xin or hao lian to describe.
had "dinner" with tomomi after work, and i realized that i din take any food for the whole day. the supper came at a heavy price, tonnes of fats to shed off after this night. i reli need to jian fei.
tomomi's contract with chikuyotei will end next march, and she'll most probably be heading back japan for a break before finding a new job in singapore. YAY! she suggested for me to save up now for the trip! so happY!! it'll be the blooming season for the cherry blossoms then! they are such a pretty sight!! i shld brush up on my japanese now! hee.. excited! need not worry about losing my way, as i have a free tour guide by my side! haha
i'm having moodswings on and off again. i hate myself for that. somehow, i just can't control myself and act normal at times, tt's becoz i dun like to act. haiz. maybe i need to get a brain transplant. something is so not okie with me. ade.. we would probably need to have another gers' night out at cosybay soon.. willingly to be digged by one another on our deepest secrets again. haha i dunno why, but that place is real comfortable and never fails to set the mood right whenever we feel sianed half by everything.
sometimes, i just wonder is it best not to have any expectations at all lest the disappointment gets one down.
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