[::..i am no mahjong queen. ..::]
[::..i am no mahjong queen. ..::]
played mahjong with pps, ting and han just now. and I SURRENDER!!! i've given up hope when debts kept piling and the luck just simply wasn't with me. all that about being lucky as the bday girl! nothing but bullshit!! ahahhaa but anyway, i'm not into gambling so i shall stop playing MJ for at least 1 month and roller-blade instead. YAAAAY! i've finally bought my own pair of blades! shall meet up with 06-ers for regular skating and cycling at sentosa or ECP. not gonna let my money go to waste like tt!
ohh.. ai ai, sher and jean was officially introduced to my bro, knowned as the "break-voice man" to them. haha he shld be honoured to be surrounded by so many "aunties" while having our meal at vila'ge. i felt like i'm a mum taking my over-aged kid out. i will kill myself if someone calls me AUNTY or refer my bro as my son. yea they celebrated for me with a small chocolate cake from bakerzin. hee nice! thanks ah! but i got a severe hangover from the previous night that i felt like puking for the whole day! arghh terrible. yea i noe.. i shldnt drink tt much coz of a weak stomach. somehow i just don't listen. arghh SLAP ME!
oh yea. the shuaiji (including clara) celebrated with me too! ahaha quite shocked but appreciate tt. had steamboat at marina south but there wasn't any crabs for us. no value for money! oooh. some guys actually visited the raw gym to know more in depth about their non-heterosexual counterparts. quite cool but kinda disgusting at the same time. i wanna visit some les pubs man. i figured tt i will be stunned if i enter into some gay pubs, so i shall make do with les pubs. anyone interested to visit it some day? haha
ok. i'm quite fed up with some stupid matters at home, stupid reasonings about stuff that i am not even supposed to be involved in. so it is my fault that she doesn't come home and doesn't reply to my sms or avoid our calls for days, and i deserved to be yelled at for tt? sometimes, i'm just super sick of having to judge their baseless and unnecessary arguments. it's not my job to do so, but i felt obliged to, being the eldest. i'm not saying here that i'm noble or wadever, but sometimes i just wish that the burden wouldn't be on me. i am always supposed to be there to be the peace-maker and solve things out. can't they do so in the first place on their own by actually COMMUNICATING. i have to repeat and make the points clear to each of them so tt they actually cool down n LISTEN. i mean before they even start the quarrel, they shld have listened in the first place and i need not do something so tedious. just imagine. i must be there to hear their stands and make a judgement on who's right and wrong. and if i were to comment, they would flare up again, now AT ME, for not supporting their views. c'mon man. i have my own things to do. i could be chatting with frenz online, but it's my time and i'm entitled to do so. and now it has become my fault if i don't appear immediately at the scene of the quarrels, or if i appeared as if i am not willing to do anything about it. just spare me from all this agony. it's suffocating me!
ohh.. ai ai, sher and jean was officially introduced to my bro, knowned as the "break-voice man" to them. haha he shld be honoured to be surrounded by so many "aunties" while having our meal at vila'ge. i felt like i'm a mum taking my over-aged kid out. i will kill myself if someone calls me AUNTY or refer my bro as my son. yea they celebrated for me with a small chocolate cake from bakerzin. hee nice! thanks ah! but i got a severe hangover from the previous night that i felt like puking for the whole day! arghh terrible. yea i noe.. i shldnt drink tt much coz of a weak stomach. somehow i just don't listen. arghh SLAP ME!
oh yea. the shuaiji (including clara) celebrated with me too! ahaha quite shocked but appreciate tt. had steamboat at marina south but there wasn't any crabs for us. no value for money! oooh. some guys actually visited the raw gym to know more in depth about their non-heterosexual counterparts. quite cool but kinda disgusting at the same time. i wanna visit some les pubs man. i figured tt i will be stunned if i enter into some gay pubs, so i shall make do with les pubs. anyone interested to visit it some day? haha
ok. i'm quite fed up with some stupid matters at home, stupid reasonings about stuff that i am not even supposed to be involved in. so it is my fault that she doesn't come home and doesn't reply to my sms or avoid our calls for days, and i deserved to be yelled at for tt? sometimes, i'm just super sick of having to judge their baseless and unnecessary arguments. it's not my job to do so, but i felt obliged to, being the eldest. i'm not saying here that i'm noble or wadever, but sometimes i just wish that the burden wouldn't be on me. i am always supposed to be there to be the peace-maker and solve things out. can't they do so in the first place on their own by actually COMMUNICATING. i have to repeat and make the points clear to each of them so tt they actually cool down n LISTEN. i mean before they even start the quarrel, they shld have listened in the first place and i need not do something so tedious. just imagine. i must be there to hear their stands and make a judgement on who's right and wrong. and if i were to comment, they would flare up again, now AT ME, for not supporting their views. c'mon man. i have my own things to do. i could be chatting with frenz online, but it's my time and i'm entitled to do so. and now it has become my fault if i don't appear immediately at the scene of the quarrels, or if i appeared as if i am not willing to do anything about it. just spare me from all this agony. it's suffocating me!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 7:11 AM