i feel like complaining but i juz dunno wad to complain about.
aiya.. forget it.
aiya.. forget it.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 12:12 AM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
my 4th or 5th attempt making a chocolate cake, and i've reached a conclusion..
Pretty sad that my cake ended up soso only. I need to bake nice cakes, not as fanciful as the ones shown in The Gateux Affairs, but at least a soft and spongey one, soaked in chocolate mousse or fudge. Ahhhh i dun mind a truffle cake as well.
and i burnt my hand while checking on the cake. argh!! i always seem super occupied while baking, occupied with scolding and grumbling, that is. my bad habit, i know. i like to yak at pple sometimes. ok. that is so leo. haha shan sent some email regarding horoscopes and their descriptions and stuff. quite true, for some of the characteristics. it'll be scary that everyone born in the same month are similar to me in constitution of our personalities.
i fumbled with the cake-baking steps alot, either forgetting the eggs or din pre-heat the oven. tt was when i decided i needed some lessons badly. i wouldnt wanna feed my frenz with another mooncake-taste-alike cake (according to ade, sher, joyce and shan).
Putting this matter aside, i'm supposed to go chalet today, but ping and ting are sick. qi's ligaments are still swollen. quite bad timing actually. probably won't be going for it, though it's already paid for. luckily we got it cheap. the girls need their rest and we wouldn't enjoy it with them suffering there.
been msn-ing and solitairing nowadays. not in any mood to shop, probably coz i spent too much money in HK and still haven recuperate from my loss of income. hahaa a big hole in my pocket as well as my bank account now. looking forward to work now, hahaa now that money has become the key motivation.
met up with my relatives on sun for a family dinner. celebrated my eldest aunt's and grandma's bdays, which coincide on the very same day. they treated me and my siblings to a great dinner. we had sashimi. the dish's Geoduck, some ugly looking sea-creature which looked half-shelled and another half with a resemblance of an elephant trunk. quite like a sea monster actually. the sight of seasnails din irk me as i've taken escargots before with david n darren. but still.. i dun reli like such delicacies, thx but no thx. i had crabs for 2 days consecutively. chilli crab out with ade, sher and libin after our rollerblading session, and black pepper with my relatives. ooooh big juicy flesh! yummY!
luckily the dinner turned out fine. i was expecting some big event like a banquet or wad, and that all those stupid uncles of mine are gonna show up and ask me stupid questions like "so where are u studying now?" or "why are u not in uni?" or "where are your parents" that kinda qns. i will simply smack the truth into their faces that YEA im not a uni student, SO WAD? i need not be some farking uni student to experience life out there, or to be able to contribute to the society. i'll do it my way to work my way up and get myself a pte degree. and even if ur farking rich, i dont reli give a damn coz firstly, im not the one spending ur money, and 2ndly, i despise those who look down on others, especially if they aint half as rich as u were, or din get degrees like your children did.
from wad i rmb, we only keep in contact with 3 aunts, out of 7 or 8 of them. the aunt closest to us had passed away, leaving my eldest aunt on our side. it's like a battlefield with those pple out there, if u'll ask me. so i'd prefer to keep my life simple w/o contacting most of them. but i will definitely keep in touch with my cousins and eldest aunt! coz cousin number 1 (oops forgot her name, sally or sth else?) has got this super duper cute daughter! my niece's 3 yrs old but she's super smart and knows how to entertain pple by being the family clown. most imptly, she can get along with everyone and often mimicks our conversations. a smart aleck, but a real smart one at tt. hahaa.. she loves soap operas and performed for us at the table. a cute lil darling, i shld say. my aunt and cousin invited me to their houses to laze around some day. i wonder how their gardens look like. any bit like secret garden? i loved reading tt book when i was young, and i still do now.
ok. done with the complaints. time to slp now. ciao!
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That i gotta take up some baking lessons.
Pretty sad that my cake ended up soso only. I need to bake nice cakes, not as fanciful as the ones shown in The Gateux Affairs, but at least a soft and spongey one, soaked in chocolate mousse or fudge. Ahhhh i dun mind a truffle cake as well.
and i burnt my hand while checking on the cake. argh!! i always seem super occupied while baking, occupied with scolding and grumbling, that is. my bad habit, i know. i like to yak at pple sometimes. ok. that is so leo. haha shan sent some email regarding horoscopes and their descriptions and stuff. quite true, for some of the characteristics. it'll be scary that everyone born in the same month are similar to me in constitution of our personalities.
i fumbled with the cake-baking steps alot, either forgetting the eggs or din pre-heat the oven. tt was when i decided i needed some lessons badly. i wouldnt wanna feed my frenz with another mooncake-taste-alike cake (according to ade, sher, joyce and shan).
Putting this matter aside, i'm supposed to go chalet today, but ping and ting are sick. qi's ligaments are still swollen. quite bad timing actually. probably won't be going for it, though it's already paid for. luckily we got it cheap. the girls need their rest and we wouldn't enjoy it with them suffering there.
been msn-ing and solitairing nowadays. not in any mood to shop, probably coz i spent too much money in HK and still haven recuperate from my loss of income. hahaa a big hole in my pocket as well as my bank account now. looking forward to work now, hahaa now that money has become the key motivation.
met up with my relatives on sun for a family dinner. celebrated my eldest aunt's and grandma's bdays, which coincide on the very same day. they treated me and my siblings to a great dinner. we had sashimi. the dish's Geoduck, some ugly looking sea-creature which looked half-shelled and another half with a resemblance of an elephant trunk. quite like a sea monster actually. the sight of seasnails din irk me as i've taken escargots before with david n darren. but still.. i dun reli like such delicacies, thx but no thx. i had crabs for 2 days consecutively. chilli crab out with ade, sher and libin after our rollerblading session, and black pepper with my relatives. ooooh big juicy flesh! yummY!
luckily the dinner turned out fine. i was expecting some big event like a banquet or wad, and that all those stupid uncles of mine are gonna show up and ask me stupid questions like "so where are u studying now?" or "why are u not in uni?" or "where are your parents" that kinda qns. i will simply smack the truth into their faces that YEA im not a uni student, SO WAD? i need not be some farking uni student to experience life out there, or to be able to contribute to the society. i'll do it my way to work my way up and get myself a pte degree. and even if ur farking rich, i dont reli give a damn coz firstly, im not the one spending ur money, and 2ndly, i despise those who look down on others, especially if they aint half as rich as u were, or din get degrees like your children did.
from wad i rmb, we only keep in contact with 3 aunts, out of 7 or 8 of them. the aunt closest to us had passed away, leaving my eldest aunt on our side. it's like a battlefield with those pple out there, if u'll ask me. so i'd prefer to keep my life simple w/o contacting most of them. but i will definitely keep in touch with my cousins and eldest aunt! coz cousin number 1 (oops forgot her name, sally or sth else?) has got this super duper cute daughter! my niece's 3 yrs old but she's super smart and knows how to entertain pple by being the family clown. most imptly, she can get along with everyone and often mimicks our conversations. a smart aleck, but a real smart one at tt. hahaa.. she loves soap operas and performed for us at the table. a cute lil darling, i shld say. my aunt and cousin invited me to their houses to laze around some day. i wonder how their gardens look like. any bit like secret garden? i loved reading tt book when i was young, and i still do now.
ok. done with the complaints. time to slp now. ciao!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 4:25 AM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
i think i must have lost my mind. i shld get it back on track now. bring myself back to the realistic world. goodbye naiveness. n hello to the old sarah. =/
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 7:03 AM
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[::..Time to crap again.. ..::]
[::..Time to crap again.. ..::]
ok i have lotsa free time now. Though i did mention tt i was super irritated juz now, but i feel uneasy if i can't talk! So it's time to hear, or rather, watch me rant on and on about things that are happening in my life.
Saturday (12/08/06)
I went to Shivani's bday bash at Begonia Ballroom in Downtown East (Pasir Ris). Actually, i wasn't cordially invited but stupid shuaiji asked me to go, so i took a cab down since i was super late! It turned out that i was the earliest, and worst of all, the present was reli shared among 8 of us. i felt paiseh can.
and i was cheated by stupid GuangZhu that it was a 10 course meal when it was in fact a buffet. the lights were dimmed and it was so quiet all around when i blurted "BUFFET?!?!" after the emcee announced to us. ahaha so paiseh! saw many pple tt i have not seen for quite some time. zaishan, yongsheng n hanwei. Zaishan had wanted to go ice-skating after the last time we went. ok.. i shall organise one for the zaishan fans. hahaha
initially i thought it was some catered food to a chalet, and was planning to go straight after my blading session in my shorts, being all dirty and sweaty. how lucky i din show up like that!
Anyway, i joined my clsmates for some food in esplanade's Shima Aji. missed the fireworks. oh well, there's always next year. Hongping and I saw mz outside esplanade. haha mz was his sec sch gd fren, and mz's my pri sch super bestest fren! the world is so qiao!
We had apparently walked the wrong way back to Pan Pacific to retrieve han's n joycie's car, as we took ard an hr to get to the hotel. haha the guys turned mad while we headed past millenia walk. They acted as if they were soldiers in action, with imaginary rifles in hand and looking out for ambush-ers. and they threw this imaginary grenade and all four splited and jumped in different directions. ping er and ah cheng laid on the floor, with their rifles aimed to the front. WHAHAHAHA!!! WAH LAO EH i seriously dunno how to describe the funniness of that scene. we laughed like a bunch of hysterical pple who have lost their marbles, breaking the silence and the romantice moments of some couples.
i was desperately in search of a bottle of mineral water for the whole walk but din manage to buy any. There was a 7-11, a closed 7-11 in citylink. What's the point of being a 7-11 when it isn't 24hrs! except to exploit more money from poor public like me.
We finally settled in wala wala in Holland V for some drinking and craps as usual. but i din drink, as i wasn't feeling well and felt giddy. 5.90bucks for a glass of coke? ur kidding me man! i was cheapo enuff to buy a can of coke from the vending machine situated just across the bar, and drank it on the spot while shan chatted with me. Lastly, we had supper at upper thomson (prata again) and of coz! my milo dinosaur! Yummy i simply love to munch on the milo! hahaha
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Yes i have been officially jobless for more than a month, but gonna be back on my work position soon, on the 1st Sept. These past few weeks were not boring at all, and will not be in the next few weeks. My itinery has got programmes lined to the next 2 weeks already!
Blading with the 06-ers is a must on Saturdays or Sundays, as planned by me and liNe. Also, a trip to JB with ping & janice. Actually, i'm quite freaked out at the idea of going in to Msia. I'm not a country-ist, but it simply seems dangerous to me. Min and PPS both wanted to treat me to international buffet and japanese food respectively. SEE... my frenz know me well. Food is the key to my heart! lolz
i seriously think tt i'm dun behave like a girl sometimes. tables are always full of food whenever i'm with the 06-ers or SHE, or my ai gers. We gers dun mind our image at all.. not tt i had any in the first place. It's great to be able to enjoy food! I'm gonna hv regular cycling, blading n running sessions soon. So.. food.. food.. and more food pls! =)
Yay i'll be going over to janice's place for some mani-pedicure and some fondue-making session later. after which would be tea-drinking & chatting session. wah, envious of us? hee.. a jobless soul and 2 zuobo uni students make a food-feasting group of trio.
Before i forget, i gotta thank all my girls (Liping, Liting, Xueli, Elaine, Janice & Peiqi) for giving me the watch from solvil titus, endorsed by my sammi cheng! It's reli pretty, a nice pearly white for its face. My favourite! but i have no picture of it at the moment. haha!
We had our dinner at sakae heeren, and we took lotsa pictures on the ground level of heeren, riding on and fondling the cows from Vila'ge. Passers-by were looking at us, a crazy bunch, but we couldn't be bothered. I had a hard time climbing up a cow in my denim skirt, and poor janice had to sacrifice her leg for me to step on before i could get on the cow. hahaa most of us managed to get up the cows successfully, except for ping, who banged into the cow TWICE. hahaha made us laughed like shit can!
We ended up in Maestro for more food!!! whahaha chocolate fondue to share, an iced coffee float for me and a certain frappe for ting (couldn't remember its long name). a sinful meal, but fulfilling! hee. SEEE LAH!!!! tt's wad i was trying to prove to u pple.. i think i'm sliding from my Shu Nu's position.. gosh.
and thx peiqi n liting.. for the esprit lanyard tt i wanted to buy from HK but din due to lack of HKD. and the nice gold-and-white pearl bracelet which peiqi has given to me from her shop.
Ok.. i complained to pps, ah shan, liting, ping, and kimheng abt the smart donkey. ahaha i juz feel tt it's a bad feeling to be taken for granted sometimes. but i juz dun understand why she (i think they would be a better word) can do this to me again and again. it's ok given a one-time situation, but not acceptable to me since it has been recurring since god knows when!
they seemed more like acquaintances after graduation despite our many years of friendship. It could be different likings and our inability to accomodate to one another. I'm never a clubber like them. neither am i a smoker. n i am definitely not their ATM machines, there for them to withdraw but never to replenish. yes i've sorted my thoughts and i know who are my real frenz and who ain't. shld heed liNe's advice n not be bullied by pple always.
Now.. i love all my frenz!! for all those who celebrated with me and gave me presents, those who gave me wishes, or simply gave me the company whenever i needed it and bother to entertain me at all. cheers!!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 3:37 AM
DBF07 proudly presents...... Brother Bear!
I bet he will cry on the plane when he sees this photo album again.
The horse on his chest cried for lotsa attention back in sch.
The drivers! Twinny and Han-dy!
Honey and I. Perfect lightings for the two Shu(2) Nu(3)s!
At Wala Wala in HV.
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[::..DBF1A01 - DBF2A07 - DBF3B07 ..::]
[::..DBF1A01 - DBF2A07 - DBF3B07 ..::]
DBF07 proudly presents...... Brother Bear!Our rich but not bratty Handoyo Sudarga/Handodo
The background is so so familiar, our Sch of Biz. I miss foodcourt 6!
I bet he will cry on the plane when he sees this photo album again.It's full of our memories. Full of us! and i wrote an ESSAY for him can.
The horse on his chest cried for lotsa attention back in sch.As wad he always says, "Charge it to the Sudarga account."
Charge the air tix to San Francisco to ur account and we'll be there over the summer and winter to accompany U!
The drivers! Twinny and Han-dy! .1.jpg)
Honey and I. Perfect lightings for the two Shu(2) Nu(3)s!At Wala Wala in HV.HV! one of the fav hangouts of our cls dur' sch times, when twin & han wld drive us ard.
those were the good old days..
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 3:13 AM
Our ah ma, who can eat up a whole cow!
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[::..After-grad celebrations ..::]
[::..After-grad celebrations ..::]
Our ah ma, who can eat up a whole cow!
Joycie & Lana Ling
They din wait till i come! boohoo!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:52 AM
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[::..Graduation!! But i wasn't there.. ..::]
[::..Graduation!! But i wasn't there.. ..::]
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:26 AM
Meng meng & ash, with their signature handsigns. Ash looks quite gay here, duncha agree?
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Meng meng & ash, with their signature handsigns. Ash looks quite gay here, duncha agree?<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:17 AM
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<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:11 AM
the last lecture by bclow a.k.a RICKY
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the last lecture by bclow a.k.a RICKY<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:50 AM
getting ready for the army?
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getting ready for the army?<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:45 AM
The guys from Singular Club.. with the absence of our poor ah boo (who tore his ligaments and must recuperate at home) and the exception of marcus and ah cheng and hadi, who are happily attached!
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The guys from Singular Club.. with the absence of our poor ah boo (who tore his ligaments and must recuperate at home) and the exception of marcus and ah cheng and hadi, who are happily attached!<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:41 AM
My girlssss.. JALESH (w/o me and leng) + Lana Ling
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My girlssss.. JALESH (w/o me and leng) + Lana Ling<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:02 AM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
i'm so, so, sooo so damn bloody farking irritateddddd!!!!
- end of story -
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 5:20 PM
ahhhhh fireworks!!!!!
and yes, i wanna watch fireworks!! reminds me of HK disneyland. hahaa fireworks that spurted out from the castle. NICE!
quite a busy week ahead. there's alot of stuff to do. i'm not working and i shld be slacking. i feel myself drained of energy everyday after getting sick.
handodo is leaving for the states on the 16th and im supposed to plan the farewell wkend. but i seriously have no idea where to go and what to do. headache.
oh yea the smart donkey pissed me off again!! haha i complained to many people already, so i shan't grumble anymore. i am shu nu!
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Monday, August 07, 2006
ahhhhh fireworks!!!!!and yes, i wanna watch fireworks!! reminds me of HK disneyland. hahaa fireworks that spurted out from the castle. NICE!
quite a busy week ahead. there's alot of stuff to do. i'm not working and i shld be slacking. i feel myself drained of energy everyday after getting sick.
handodo is leaving for the states on the 16th and im supposed to plan the farewell wkend. but i seriously have no idea where to go and what to do. headache.
oh yea the smart donkey pissed me off again!! haha i complained to many people already, so i shan't grumble anymore. i am shu nu!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 7:08 PM
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