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Thx Liping!
thx for hearing me out.. all the whining and stuff. and sorry to have taken ur beauty sleep away from ya..
wadever you've said is true: i am simply silly.
sometimes it's quite torturous. you told me about your incident and i am rather sickened too. it just got me wondering what is wrong with them la. are they kukus or some idiots. anyway, it doesn't matter now la.
i'm gonna try my best to get myself outta this from now on, since i'm dumb enough to fall right into it in the first place. it's gonna be hard, but i'll try as i promised. it's all for my own good, isn't it?
we talked about wad i've said in the past, about wanting to climb up the corporate ladder and work, work, and work. yea i was quite cynical then, wanting to be independent on my own and not wanting to rely on others. i think i was just weak la. i know that i can be so dependent on one that it could do me more harm than good. i think i need more reassurance from pple i care about now as i grow older. im not used to relying on others but at the same time, it's a comforting issue to me as i don't like to show others that i needed help.
haha i think i've been crapping alot recently. think i shld probably close down my blog n start writing in a diary instead.
thx for hearing me out.. all the whining and stuff. and sorry to have taken ur beauty sleep away from ya..
wadever you've said is true: i am simply silly.
sometimes it's quite torturous. you told me about your incident and i am rather sickened too. it just got me wondering what is wrong with them la. are they kukus or some idiots. anyway, it doesn't matter now la.
i'm gonna try my best to get myself outta this from now on, since i'm dumb enough to fall right into it in the first place. it's gonna be hard, but i'll try as i promised. it's all for my own good, isn't it?
we talked about wad i've said in the past, about wanting to climb up the corporate ladder and work, work, and work. yea i was quite cynical then, wanting to be independent on my own and not wanting to rely on others. i think i was just weak la. i know that i can be so dependent on one that it could do me more harm than good. i think i need more reassurance from pple i care about now as i grow older. im not used to relying on others but at the same time, it's a comforting issue to me as i don't like to show others that i needed help.
haha i think i've been crapping alot recently. think i shld probably close down my blog n start writing in a diary instead.
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