sibeh gek sim. i think there should be a certain level of maturity displayed while in a relationship. being fully aware of your current status and that you have a boy/girl-friend and not to cross your limits at all times. i am one who respects freedom and will give freedom to anyone who deserves it, but not when one starts abusing it. before we were together he said that he needed my support in order not to turn back to the old ways. he gave me his word that he will not revert to the bastardized days and i gave him the trust n freedom as i really wouldn't want him to convert to his playful old self. seriously i cannot stand the idea of my bf flirting around with other girls and coming back to me at the end of the day, not even emotional flings via msn or friendster or you farking name it (not that he is doing it now). i know there are guys out there who would wanna explore and experiment with other girls when they already have a gf, but sorry my stand is that i am not so magnanimous to share my bf with others, the plain thought of it irks me to death. i am not possessive, but this is one's responsibility and commitment when you choose to get into a relationship. i hope that by giving and believing in him doesn't equate to me having to suffer the consequences by myself, when i chose to believe in him all this long.
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