[::..an nyong ha sye yo ..::]
[::..an nyong ha sye yo ..::]
heh! made profit at trading today. the market was quite tough to handle and i think i was super lucky. but i hope it ain't just beginner's luck, coz i wouldn't wanna buang all the way till the end. hahaa the funny part was people started deh-ing with me on the line. i couldn't recall who did that but i find it hilarious can. i think i was the one who started it sub-consciously but somehow, people gave in coz the market was moving agst their favour. whahaaha.. i'm beginning to have a clearer view of how i portray myself to others. aiya anything la huh, i think they shld be quite used to it by now. "i am very man one hor!!!" no longer works. hahaa..
sad to say, the ah du craze is over. and to replace the limelight is our new star....... Mr Hershey's Kisses!! some spastic person sent me a rather spastic remark, whereby i shan't be too rash to disclose anything here. hahaa
an nyong ha sye yo~ an nyong kee ha sye yo~ kam sa ham ni da~ morago greo shut ji yo~
these are some korean phrases i've picked up out of boredom. andri suggested that i could perhaps memorise all these shit and give free lessons to them. hahaa alrite wait till i'm free and bo liao enough to do that then! wait long long ahh
hahaaa.. dunno what to sayy..
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 9:20 PM
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Monday, November 28, 2005
[::..everyone's sick! ..::]
[::..everyone's sick! ..::]
oooh.. everyone's falling sick.. all thanks to the weather and the flu bug that's gonna circulate around for some time. it's no wonder that the attendance for lecture would be quite miserable tomorrow, i think xiao mao yi liang zhi from our class. took the first ever class picture with my poly class today. mr handoyo is gonna be missing in the pic, causing our class picture to be incomplete! luckily, our colour theme was red or black. sorry dudes, i've got no red tops in my whole wardrobe, just too bad. haha.. we fixed our colour code beforehand and the JALESH appeared in black.
gonna meet peiqi tml for the registration of basic theory test. hahaa i've done it once, but didn't attend the test. i'll make sure that i attend and PASS it this time. pq wanna go for some singing session in order to choose potential songs for the impressario competition. gonna meet up with clara for dinner. the three of us used to be inseparable back in lower secondary, super good friends who had gotten close through girl guides. fun and jovial times we had when we were to prepare for items for campfire and shout timing while having footdrills. just imagine. ME.. shouting out the timing. hahaa. We super enjoyed our saturday meetings and it's usually play time after that, whereby we always have to think of nice excuses to coax our parents into letting us roam cwp, np, lot1, amk, westmall.. and to think that i was actually accused of leading clara astray by influencing her with a havoc and wild lifestyle, by her mum, of coz. ehh i was so guai then, and even more guai now. i couldn't understand why her mum said that then and i was super saddened. but grew to learn that the motherly act is actually termed as over-protectiveness. yeaa whatever. I AM GUAI!!! period.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 9:40 PM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
[::..feeling bored ..::]
[::..feeling bored ..::]
yin dee ti dai ru jak khoon~ chan chiew sarah.. ra jau S.H.E. whahahaa i suddenly recalled these lines which we've picked up from some language webby in order to perform for our uccd presentation. hahaa damn fun!
ok i woke up not long ago. hahaa was a lil shag yday, quite tired from working and my legs are still suan until now. shan needed my help to edit some pictures. OH NOO!! i've lost all my photoshop 'skills' and i think i desperately need a textbook. thrown all i've learnt back to doris nga. hahaa
yeay ktv next week!!!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 3:20 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
[::..time flies ..::]
[::..time flies ..::]
a week ago, i was still complaining that thursdays and fridays suck. in a flash, a week has past. oh no. we have 11 more weeks to go, excluding the term break. i'm trying to imagine a few weeks down the road, when projects come, time flies, and before i could recover, i may have graduated. oh gosh, i think CSB really comes in handy at a time like this, when resumes and interviews matter in the realistic world. damn lost!! feel very gan jiong all of a sudden.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 11:19 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
[::..what a day! ..::]
[::..what a day! ..::]
it's simply sucky today. for both days, i didn't feel like attending any classes as the weather was damn sickening cold and bloody irritating. arghh managed to drag myself to school anyway. though nothing educational really went in. my head is like a vacuum ya noe. it feels so hollow inside that i'm wondering whether my mind is functioning or not. PM class was kinda awkward for a brief moment after we have assigned groups, hahaa but i think all should be well and fine at the very last. trading was so not okie today as well. i think i've been screeching like mad for the whole session and poor leng had to bear with all my shrieks when the price plummeted like hell. arrrrgggggh..
ok, anyway, i'm gonna biatch again. i hate it hate it hate it hate it. tt's all for today.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 6:05 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
[::..fun time's nearly over ..::]
[::..fun time's nearly over ..::]
had a wonderful time in sentosa last sunday! i was early, but someone by the name of ASTHON made me wait for half an hour. joycie, shan, tim, hp, marc, ash and i met up with leng, victor (her bf) and rony (his fren) at harbour front station. we proceeded on to the SYC and the group of them presented their STOMP performance and a short videotape to us before we played the earthquake and nai king/queen game. ohh and by the way, i'm the NAI QUEEN of my group can. defeated the rest effortlessly. ahahahaa not something to be proud of. joycie emerged as Nai Queen by taking the 2nd place and left a few minutes earlier than us. my group was the 3rd to leave and managed to intercept her group's bus in to sentosa as we were smart not to tag along in a big group to source for food. hahaa
1st task was to sing a song, i think peixian did all the singing n we just hummed along, dunno how to sing. we went on to learn the clappings and stampings which we had seen earlier, but a much easier version of it. ooooh not bad quite fun. the 3rd task was to take pictures of 5 kinds of orchids, after which we had our lunch in the orchid garden. leng had specially prepared a cheese-less bread with ham for me ahahaaa.. bu kui shi wo de fren. next, we dieded at the musical fountain, as we combed the area but didn't manage to find the slip of answer to our question. we were beginning to suspect whether anyone had forgotten to stick our answer to tt area but did a forfeit and skipped that checkpoint, only to let ah cheng's group find our answer. hahaa shan even threw away a slip of answer into the water as she wanna saboh other teams, only to realize tt the slip actually consists of the answer to her question. ahhaa hands itchy sia.
nvm, nothing could take our enthusiasm away as we proceeded on to the merlion's walk. got ourselves a lil wet and i think many bai bans will come out hahahaa. chiong to images of singapore, whereby a part of us got lost in the midst as everyone was only thinking of chionging. hurried to the dragon's trail and then fort siloso. wah we ran all the way to siloso beach for 100-taps-of-the-beachball and waterbomb-passing games. and then we ran all the way, and i really mean chiong as in RUN the whole stretch of beach to the last stop, palawan. hahahaa my group was so on and enthu, everyone ran like hell and managed to make up for lost time. hahaa i thought my stamina was gone, it's lucky that i didn't buang and make my group wait for me. we reached as a whole group and made 100 perfect "sandcastles" before emerging as the 1st runner-up.
hahaa we rotted at the beach after the game. ah cheng, HP, ash, tim and marc were all thrown into the water with the help of one another. marc was damn funny. they carried him towards the water, and lots of commotions could be heard from behind, as pple were speculating how far can they throw marcus into the water. in the blink of an eye, he simply landed with a plop as they do not have the means to swing him. on the contrary, tim was flung pretty easily. hahahaa we laughed like mad. and then it was our turn. joycie hugged me like mad, and i uttered to the guys "pls take her away and leave me here". HAHAHAA. stupid shan ran away on her own, and got carried by all fours into the water. ORBI la. who ask her run away and become an easy target. hahaa joycie and i entered the waters voluntarily, cannot escape the fate of getting wet so might as well let the guys happy abit. hahaa played in the waters and it was time to go home. and there was this ah beng story, which is only exclusive to a few of u. just too bad, hahaa
fun day i had. thx to leng for asking me there, if not i would have to rot at home like any other sundays. though abit cliche, but we gotta thx the organizers. hahaa frenly pple there.. timothy, my facilitator cum year-1 junior mentioned that our classmates are super united upon seeing how we get along in the spate of events which happened in sentosa.. hahaa GD! though we hear this until sian liao, but still, how nice. hahaa
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 9:05 PM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
[::..yeaaaa ..::]
[::..yeaaaa ..::]
had a pretty gd week on the whole! hehe.. except tt i buang at TO again and was late for FP tutorial this morning. oh man, the 1st zero i've gotten this sem for being late. this must cease before it change for the worse. it's like a chain reaction, once i start, i won't stop. NO NO NO!!
went home and slept like a log till 7+. i think i'm reli damn pig. lectures were torturous just now as i was strugging to keep myself awake. janet fok muz be darn irritated by me for being late and tt i kept fidgiting during her lecture. hahaa sian half.
probably catching just like heaven with mango tml. i'm so so broke!
k i'm off peeps. CYA! and.. all da besttt~
went home and slept like a log till 7+. i think i'm reli damn pig. lectures were torturous just now as i was strugging to keep myself awake. janet fok muz be darn irritated by me for being late and tt i kept fidgiting during her lecture. hahaa sian half.
probably catching just like heaven with mango tml. i'm so so broke!
k i'm off peeps. CYA! and.. all da besttt~
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 9:13 PM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
[::..stupid computer of mine ..::]
[::..stupid computer of mine ..::]
i think my computer has just lost almost all of its functions to operate at norm. i'm going crazy soon! my comp can be thrown away if not for my need for msn-ing, not forgetting my d/l-ings and projects. oh yea yea yea!! i've got zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni and chang hen ge liao! hehehe.
Amazing race on this very Sunday! organized by our ah cheng, ric, leng and their crew. wish them all da best man! hahaa i could still recall leng's face, the way she cringed when i blurted this out in the presence of *ahem*. hahahaa so evil.... tsk tsk. joycie mentioned about suntanning but i wouldn't wanna become chao da lehh! thx, but noo thxx!
Played badminton with a few of my classmates today. we bought 3 shuttlecocks at 1.60bucks per piece. very much clueless still about its brand and find it so damn expensive. faint. 19bucks for a whole tube of it. HMM.. 19bucks.. i can be a lil sinful by spending it on sushi buffet or a whole lot of chocolates. hahaaa
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 7:30 PM
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Monday, November 14, 2005
[::..is tt so? ..::]
[::..is tt so? ..::]
i discovered my old blog couple of days back, and i'm so relieved that this's not as "colourful" with obscenities. hahaa oops. ah cheng n line said i sounded real violent and "rough" back then, titles were colourised and contents were contaminated by my still-young-then ramblings. hahaaa but i am violent no more! there was a short entry on a few of my classmates, which showed how distant we were. i'm glad things changed so much for the better now.
i'm kinda depressed now, a lil low again. hahaaa nope it's not pms. i feel sad when some things don't turn out the way i thought it would, or in the way i want it to be. i just wouldn't want history to repeat itself. ok full-stop! i feel like a whiny kid already. anyway, had a conversation with hp on some stuff yday. he mentioned tt i'm not trying hard enough. is tt so? hahaa i hv no idea wad to say. bless me to overcome the fear and uneasiness.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 6:16 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
ARGHHHHZ i practically slept the whole day away. i gotta finish BD by this week, no matter what. i guess tml's gonna be a tough day for me. sighz.
joycie's brain is working real hard now for her maths tutorial. hahaa i'm relieved that i didn't take maths as my elective. on the other hand, i'm so afraid tt i will buang in FP. arghhh negative thoughts again. i need some slappings. HELP HELPPPP!!!
i hate the weather, really. been so warm for several nights in the past few weeks and i can't even use the air-con for a night! HOT HOT HOT!!
joycie's brain is working real hard now for her maths tutorial. hahaa i'm relieved that i didn't take maths as my elective. on the other hand, i'm so afraid tt i will buang in FP. arghhh negative thoughts again. i need some slappings. HELP HELPPPP!!!
i hate the weather, really. been so warm for several nights in the past few weeks and i can't even use the air-con for a night! HOT HOT HOT!!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 11:09 PM
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[::..i miss my "old" life ..::]
[::..i miss my "old" life ..::]
been so tired for the past few days tt my brain cells ain't functioning too well to blog. it's time for me to do BD again.. yeaa.. AGAINN!!!! burdenized once more. today shall be a day for me to rot and get my brains working to prepare for the weeks ahead.
Friday (11/11)
OOOooh i woke up super early at 5+am so tt i would hv all the time to prepare for FP lesson. Wah lao it was really damn tiring. hafta endure 2 long days consecutively before approaching the weekend. nvm, i'll hang on!! played an investment boardgame during FP tutorial, where sherlyn and i volunteered to be the bankers. we messed up big time initially man, was so blur with all the interests and recurring income at first. we got the hang of it already, but the game ended pretty soon. i think the players suffered quite abit.. they hv to wait for us to sort things out before getting their pay and all. Hahaa i feel abit paiseh too, sorry lah abit slow. Hahaa and to whom this concerns, i wasn't sleeping in TO k!!!
Went to partyworld with my classmates/frenz after school. Singing during the happy hours is quite a gd deal, and the session was nice!! hp passed the test of singing chi xin jue dui and the guys siao in the room again, hahaaha the way they sang seemed as if they were about to bao xue guan. whahahaa i think HP resembles a trait of mr botoxman when he shook his cheeks while performing. whahhahaa..
met up with peiqi n liting after tt. omg it has been ages since i've seen pq. her long curls have seasoned into a not-so-curled and not-so-natural state. we chatted till nearly 1am and exchanged many things tt happened in our lives. sometimes, i can't seem to open up completely even to my closest frenz. but i feel really comforted to know that pq n lt understand me even if i don't attempt to speak at times, which on the other hand, may appall to some strangers that i'm just another anti-social creature. there's alot of things i wanna say at certain times, but i simply can't talk. i wonder what do i dread. seriously, i wan pple to see me as who i am. actually, i am who i am, and i don't want to act all hyped up and become as fake as some girls out there. i don't fear pple knowing the real me, maybe i'm juz too lazy to allow others to understand me. few years back, i used to be so sick of socialising at a point in my life that i could survive without speaking to my classmate, who was sitting directly beside me in class then, for weeks.
i miss my "old" life. i wan it back.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 12:24 PM
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p.s. that music sure is annoying!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
[::..MSN SUCKS! ..::]
[::..MSN SUCKS! ..::]
WHAT THE FARKING HELL IS WRONG WITH MSN 7.5!!!!!????
I'm so darn pissed. Msges couldn't be sent n i'm like some idiot, repeating the same lines thrice or more, hoping to pass some messages through the blardy system. ARGHHHZZZZ SO PEK CHEK CANNN!?!?!
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I'm so darn pissed. Msges couldn't be sent n i'm like some idiot, repeating the same lines thrice or more, hoping to pass some messages through the blardy system. ARGHHHZZZZ SO PEK CHEK CANNN!?!?!
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<__i'm // who i am* . > - 2:02 AM
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Monday, November 07, 2005
[::..Anything for u, Joycie! ..::]
[::..Anything for u, Joycie! ..::]
ok.. i'm supposed to write an entry dedicated to Miss Liu Yu Xian, Joyce. budden my mind's abit empty now. sooo.. i shall leave it till i have some inspiration for a lengthy piece.
Been quite of an empty vessel for the past few days, absorbing nothing but movies and movies! A full-time potato-couch is what i would describe myself. Yeaaa i'm waiting for the screening of Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire!! I have no idea why i'm so easily fascinated by this kinda movies. Probably because i thought i could be a witch when i was young, after watching Sabrina, the teenage witch. How cool.
Well, back to studying again. pq asked me and lt to join her for some fortune-telling. The fortune teller's divination of pq's bf having 2 wives reli freaked her out. she was thinking that it's either she dies before her bf does, or they'd probably get a divorce after marriage. Hmm.. does life enacts according to the prophecy, or does it become true only when people believe in them and make such things happen? ain't we supposed to control our own destiny, except death, that is? i feel abit curious about what the fortune teller would hafta say about my life. hahaa but i'm thinking is tt a good idea to actually try to find out about my life, and to be manipulated by the sayings of the fortune-tellers. hahaa sorry dudes but my mindpower is strong, not so easily tackled with (i hope so). come what may. i'm prepared to take it. hahaa
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 1:27 AM
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
[::..it's the weekends again~ ..::]
[::..it's the weekends again~ ..::]
yeaaa.. the weekend-sianism is back to haunt me again!! argh i dun wanna spend time rotting no more! shall go to liting's place to slack and chat.. maybe watch some VCDs.. another typical girls' day out for me.
One week passed so quickly. I wish i have enough time to recall what did i do for the past week. Time waits for no one. not for me, not for anyone. what will become of me in future? am i neglecting any significant things in my life at the moment? Over the years, some of my old-time close frenz gradually turn into acquaintances as our paths in life set us further apart. reminiscences of the past are inevitable, but i don't wanna have any regrets in matters tt i have or not done. i wanna be someone useful, leading the kind of life i've pathed for myself. I guess this is the way of life, growing as we progress, learning lessons as we live.
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 12:55 PM
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Friday, November 04, 2005
[::..A suay start.. ..::]
[::..A suay start.. ..::]
As the title implies, my day was totally rotten at the start of the day.
The weather was fine - as in a perfect day for everyone to sleep in and snuggle in the warmth of our blankets. I was late for school again, reaching the MLT after it has commenced for 45min. I would have reached even later if my dad din drive me to school. I walked in late, but din feel too paiseh as i'm kinda used to it anyway. The lecturer gave us all a grace period of 10min, but considering the fact tt i gotta reach the class at 8am every friday, 10min is never enough - for the old me. HAHA i muz force myself to reach school before 8am every week.
The weather was fine - as in a perfect day for everyone to sleep in and snuggle in the warmth of our blankets. I was late for school again, reaching the MLT after it has commenced for 45min. I would have reached even later if my dad din drive me to school. I walked in late, but din feel too paiseh as i'm kinda used to it anyway. The lecturer gave us all a grace period of 10min, but considering the fact tt i gotta reach the class at 8am every friday, 10min is never enough - for the old me. HAHA i muz force myself to reach school before 8am every week.
It's hp's bday today, and the class celebrated it in school with a chocolate cake! hehe sorry pple.. u guys tend to miss out all the cheesecakes n creamy cakes with my presence. We went to clarke quay tcc for coffee, and chatted again. hahaa chatted quite about everything - from botoxman to the langkawi trip, to harry potter and some metaphors which some of us had came across during psychology lesson. Hmmm.. what can i use to describe myself? hahaa dunno.
On my way home, found out something not very surprising from joycie. She told me she din like our group of SHE in year 1. Actually, we were quite aware of that already, but were simply just too anti-social to care then because of some person(s). hahaa leng should know who am i referring to. Andri also mentioned tt mr handoyo find it miserable to be stuck in the same group with us for CD, coz he knew none of us back then. hahahaa SORRY LAH. for those people who have suffered while doing projs with me, sorries are thrown into the air for u.. hahaaa
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 10:03 PM
WHAHAHAHA i'm abit bo liao. Yay! learnt something new from TO's lesson. but i was so blur that i kept hanging up the lines for both inbound and outbound calls accidentally. suffered a bit of butterfingers during the lesson. but it was fun!!
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
[::..Trading resumes!! ..::]
[::..Trading resumes!! ..::]
We went school for a 2-hour trading lesson, in which we were interrupted by several groups of visitors. cheong managed to repeat his well-memorised speech for a couple of times without any flaws, which we guess was already embedded in the depths of his brains years ago.
Dollar yen? 78 83. 1 yours. 1 done. To confirm, you sell 1 dollar at 116.78. Thank you.
WHAHAHAHA i'm abit bo liao. Yay! learnt something new from TO's lesson. but i was so blur that i kept hanging up the lines for both inbound and outbound calls accidentally. suffered a bit of butterfingers during the lesson. but it was fun!!
<__i'm // who i am* . > - 10:02 PM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
[::..Murders ..::]
[::..Murders ..::]
I browsed through the peta website, and saw how badly treated the animals were even when they were about to be slaughtered. They were stormed on, slammed onto the ground, beaten by metal rods or even shot in their heads. Inducing more sufferings on the animals by extending their pains before their deaths doesn't seem very appealing to the mass but nevertheless, i love meat. Sorry pigs. I saw how they were squeezed into trucks, many with limbs broken due to the weight of over-lying counterparts, or some even died of dehydration. They were thrown head-first onto the ground (the same goes for chickens) in order to reduce their state of consciousness, and some were given gunshots, right to their heads. ARGHHHHH saddening. The clips were to encourage vegetarian practices, but i think i can't survive without meat. So........ no lesson learnt.
Sighz, this reminds me of the abortion video which i had viewed 4-5 years back. Tt was when i was in sec 3 or 4, whereby the whole level had to attend some seminar held in NYP's auditorium. The seminar was plain boring, until this particular presenter came into the picture. I remember him saying "Some of you may feel uncomfortable, or even cry after viewing the video". The video was on abortion. A banned video showing how foeti were killed in the process of different types of abortion. I was thinking, I had seen bloodier and grossier scenes, this video couldn't freak me out for sure. But i was SO so wrong. It so turned out tt i cried like mad while watching the tape. The sight of the remains of what was left of a possibly healthy life irked but saddened me more. I'm not sure why did i feel so sad for those lost lives. sadness? or maybe i think too much again? It could perhaps be due to the motherly instinct which resides in many of us girls (ok i'm crapping again). I could see how a perfectly healthy and normal baby being sucked into the vacuum which was inserted into the mother's body, reducing the foetus to pieces. Some babies had their heads crushed before they could be successfully retrieved from their mothers' wombs on a scissors-look-alike instrument. Bottles containing such foeti could be seen, whereby one was sighted with just an eye in one socket of its shapeless skull, kept alongside with only one or two of its limbs. ARGHHH how could i not be saddened by all these!!!! But surprisingly, friends around me did not shed even a single tear. I thought i wouldn't be freaked out, but i broke down real hard. So i ain't as strong as i thought i was.